Post by Collin Sivlin on Jan 12, 2009 13:16:02 GMT -5
Collin! STOLE YOUR HEART;
They call me Merge and I've shot for the moon 16 times.
You know you all love me and you can contact me via PM, E-mail, C-box..
Ktxbi.
They call me Merge and I've shot for the moon 16 times.
You know you all love me and you can contact me via PM, E-mail, C-box..
Ktxbi.
» There Goes my Hero;
The birth certificate reads Collin Mar Sivlin
But Everyone Calls Me Collin
Ive Been Breaking Hearts for 21 years
The say I Am Dressage rider, vet training.
Ive Been Told I Look Like Matthew Long.
» Rock and Roll, Baby.;
I am so tall 5.8
And I Weigh 135
Ive Bee Ninked And Pierced None
They always say I look like
x. face-
With high cheekbones and a smooth, even looking face Collin can be considered good looking. Full lips and straight teeth are shown off when he smiles. His seriouse, but kind gaze make most people feel at ease around him. Often times he is half smiling, his lips curved just a bit at the tops. His eyes are a greyish blue shade, and you could swear its as if you can see his whole life reflecting in them at times; but what does reflect is only what he wants you to see- the good part.
x. hair-
Collin's hair, if it were to be described is a mix of a few different colors. Mainly a dark chestnut shade mixed in with a darker brown, closer to black than anything. The two contrasting shades are natural even though they dont look that way; maybe its from all the sun he's had. Another thing to note about his hair is that is always looks unkept, as if he hadn't a care in the world how it looked; and truthfuly? He doesn't. But something makes it cute anyways- dispite looking like he put his finger in a light socket.
x. body-
Collin isn't exceedingly tall, but he doesn't qualify as 'short' either. Pretty much he's mid height. He doesn't have the most muscle in the world, he doesnt work out. But that doesn't keep him from having strong arms and legs from all of the riding he does. He's pretty much evenly porportioned overall, his shoulders arent all that wide and his build is something between slim and average. Fat isn't even in his vocabulary.
This Is What Makes Me Stand Out
The most standout..ish thing about Collin is his constant happy-go-lucky smile; no matter what. Even if he doesn't feel that way.
» Chances Taken, Hope Embraced;
I Adore
:: dressage riding
:: trying to solve problems
:: in general, most people
I Abhor
:: not too much
:: ritzy stables
:: rich anything
I Rock
:: fixing things
:: riding
:: guitar
:: cheering other up
I Suck
:: singing
:: sticking to one language
:: at saying no
I Do
::none that he knows of
I Want
:: to have a better future than his past
:: to become a great horse trainer
:: to suceed
I Fear
:: that he will fail at something
:: letting people down
I Shut up
:: that his brother is in jail
:: that he feels guilty for leaving england
I am
Collin is and is not like other people in so many ways that I can only hope to tell you a little bit about him. His life, who he is, what he does- is a story; a life story, that has been left unfinished. The writing of his story is tough to understand, and is still being written as we speak. As with anyone; it will not be done untill the day that he dies which- as anyone would hope- may be a long time. Right now, we are not worried so much about the history, or prolouge of his life but his description. And this is just a touch of it.
Life- as Collin will say quickly is completely unpredictable. And because of that he came up with a way to face all situations- with a smile. Almost always he has plastered a smile onto his face; hoping everyone will take him as a plain old, every day happy guy. Hoping they wont ask how he was doing- because usualy, its not so great. Ofcourse- lately- here in America he'd had a better life. Away from chaotic family and out on his own he does have more of a reason to smile than before. But still.
It takes alot to get him riled up; cutting him in line or glaring at him usualy doesnt effect how he acts. You could almost say he was bomb proof- as you would when describing a calm animal. He can wait out just about anything and anyone, and though he usualy doesn't carry a grudge, if you're unlucky enough to give him one theres not too much of a chance for an appology.
When he sets his mind to something, anything- he almost always suceeds. He is a very hard worker and shuns anyone that is not. If there is anything he cannot stand it's laziness. In his life, laziness has never been a possibility. Keeping up a job, training, schooling and his animals is nothing to say as easy. He has a brilliant mind and though modest about it to other people, deep down he knows that he is.
Once you've made him as a friend, you can count of having as one for life. He sticks up for you no matter what, and even through the toughest of things he will be there for you. Ofcourse, its not the easiest thing to befriend him. He is an individual that finds it hard to make friends; dispite his own out-of-the-ordinary friendly personality. He isn't sure why; but thats just how it is for him.
He has a hard time putting the past behind him; for reasons that only he can comprehend. Sometimes it moves infront of him and blocks his thoughts, ideas, and actions. On those times he all but secludes himself from everyone for a while; focusing on his horses and his horses only. Then he'll come out of hiding and be perfectly fine- his happy-go-lucky smile back on his face to stay a while.
The rest about him- you'll have to see for yourself. His feelings and ways of doing things are too complicated to write down. But know that no matter what happens he will always be around with his white teeth smile and helpful acts.
» I Know I Won't Be Home At All;
I Came From
Dein- father
Currently working as a night guard in england
Lives in England still.
Norra- Mother
Currently still in england
I Share My Dna With
William
Twin of Collin
Worked in england as cook in a resteraunt untill
he- in outrage burned it down. Currently in Jail
Ryan unlike his twin is pretty much idle
and hates to do any more work than he
must. He is quick to quit and so he does
not hold a job for long. He quit school be-
fore age 18 and doesnt seem to care about
his rep. Pretty much the example of 'what not
to be' for Collin.
Sister
Dead
Collin Will not talk about her to just anyone...
I Come From
Outskirts of London England
But I Live Here Now
Pinewood
This Is Who I was
So his family was not what you call 'rich' with his father working hard enough but not bringing in much more than for the food on their plates and the clothes on their backs Collins dreams to someday become a horse owner and to attend college where highly unrealistic and laughed at my his class mates in school. This was a pity because the boy was very good and very thorough with his work and got almost all A's with his determination.
At age 15 got a job as groom in a large stable but quickly advanced to head groom once they noticed his ability with animals. He saved money for 2 years, scarcly spending anything to pay for a young mare named Scuro Ballerina from the stable that he worked at. She cost a large sum but due to the kindness of the breeder that he knew well he got her as cheap as could be though still a pretty penny. He trained her from age 4 to be an dressage champion; paying her way through and even winning them enough to buy a promising yearling, a rare albino andi colt stud to train for when she could no longer event.
At age 18 Collin had gotten a scholarship to a vetenary college. The scholarship was large but the only thing was that it was in America. This is how Collin got to be in america. Less that a year later he, Scuro, his Dog Farrow, and the new colt- Cloud flew in to america to what is now their lives- the outsiders from england. To where they are today.
Now- after about a year in America Collin works hard as a trainer, and dressage rider to take care of his string of four horses, and a horse that he is training ever so ofter. He lives in a nice little trailer on the outskirts of pinewood and fits in fairly well. He hopes to get to be a vet when through with college and does good at his work. He is constantly helping others and though not rich- he gets by. He's doing OK and he's glad for it.
This Is Who I am
Life it good to me right now- I hope my luck holds out.
» This Heart It Beats;
I Lust
Straight
I Love
:: Expressivness
:: Skilled with animals
:: Optimistic
I Loathe
:: As long as they aren't pryers; he seems to be OK with them.
Maybe I loved
Mariee Jelensur [in england]
Maybe I Didnt
N/A
» This Is How We'll Dance;
I Bow Down dude
I Am Awesome
Here
Thanks Isa for helping =]