Post by Sebastian Kings on Jan 2, 2009 3:16:21 GMT -5
Drumroll please...
I'm sorry... I want to say right off the bat I am really, really sorry for my absence.
Most of you remember me, I hope... And to those of you who don't even know me, because you're new and I've been out of the picture sooo long, I'm sorry for that.
There are a ton of reasons I haven't been the active member that I used to be, can be and will be. Lets start with work. I have seven horses under my care and that number only stands to rise for the next couple of years, so I have a full plate in the barn. Not to mention the kids that I teach and mentor. I have a second job that is seasonal, we work when there's snow... Well where I live we just broke the record amount of snow in December from 40 years ago... So I've been busy to say the least.
I'm usually an A student... And I'm not doing so well this year, work and family have been getting in the way, so what spare time I do have has been significantly decreased by the amount of catch up work I will have to do...
My family is a huge mess but I'm not even going to get into that. I'll just let you know there is a murder, a custody battle and now a murder trial all involving people very, very close to me and this has been harder than anything I've ever experienced.
Apparently I have mono... It's the worst, there are days when I can't get out of bed, and days where I cant sleep. I'm always tired and most of the time can't eat, which is not helping with the amount of physical labor involved in both my jobs. I've really lost a bunch of weight and am pretty weak. So I sleep as much as I can and some days the last thing on my mind is role-playing and I'm sorry. Oh and apparently I'm super bitchy when I'm sick, so don't mind me =]
With all this I have literally has zero muse... Complete writers block, I tried and I tried to write something, anything, but nothing came... Until now that is (go check the wedding thread Chey =D)
I'm really, really sorry for my absence, I hope I can get back to normal soon.
Sincerely,
Smurf.
I'm sorry... I want to say right off the bat I am really, really sorry for my absence.
Most of you remember me, I hope... And to those of you who don't even know me, because you're new and I've been out of the picture sooo long, I'm sorry for that.
There are a ton of reasons I haven't been the active member that I used to be, can be and will be. Lets start with work. I have seven horses under my care and that number only stands to rise for the next couple of years, so I have a full plate in the barn. Not to mention the kids that I teach and mentor. I have a second job that is seasonal, we work when there's snow... Well where I live we just broke the record amount of snow in December from 40 years ago... So I've been busy to say the least.
I'm usually an A student... And I'm not doing so well this year, work and family have been getting in the way, so what spare time I do have has been significantly decreased by the amount of catch up work I will have to do...
My family is a huge mess but I'm not even going to get into that. I'll just let you know there is a murder, a custody battle and now a murder trial all involving people very, very close to me and this has been harder than anything I've ever experienced.
Apparently I have mono... It's the worst, there are days when I can't get out of bed, and days where I cant sleep. I'm always tired and most of the time can't eat, which is not helping with the amount of physical labor involved in both my jobs. I've really lost a bunch of weight and am pretty weak. So I sleep as much as I can and some days the last thing on my mind is role-playing and I'm sorry. Oh and apparently I'm super bitchy when I'm sick, so don't mind me =]
With all this I have literally has zero muse... Complete writers block, I tried and I tried to write something, anything, but nothing came... Until now that is (go check the wedding thread Chey =D)
I'm really, really sorry for my absence, I hope I can get back to normal soon.
Sincerely,
Smurf.
