Post by Sebastian Kings on Jul 12, 2008 0:45:18 GMT -5
Ok, I lied, But it got ou attention didn't it?
To whom it may concern,
Smurfy's life is in a bit of a mess right now, if you'd like to know why, please read on =]. [beware, life story coming up here] Uhmmm lets see.... How about starting with a bit about me so that you can see where this whole thing began. I'm 16, I live with my mom, stepdad, two sisters, a brother and grandparents.... talk about a full house. Love my mom and step dad to death, my mom is more of a friend than a mom (im the oldest and shes really immature, go figure) My grandparents and I but heads, alot. They are the kind of grandparents that don't believe in 'computers' and 'television' *rolls eyes*, they're mules. They always bitch about me and my 'little' addiction to the computer ^^. Anyways, I've had some strange parenting going on in my life. My dad was never around, but when he was I was always trying to impress him, I was a super over achieving child and was really competitive, I showed horses every weekend, straight A's, honor rolls, ribbons, trophies the works. but it never really had any effect on him. My mom coddled me, she treated me like a baby and spoiled me. I was used to having her do things for me. Two years ago I hired a girl to train my little mare (I had her for two years and we just couldn't get along, by this time I'd been thrown so many times I'd lost complete confidence). Little did I know the girl was actually my age, I was skeptical at first but she did eceptionally well and kept working with my mare. Soon we became tighter than paper and glue, best friends. She got her first horse and kept her at my house, working off her board doing stalls for my mom. My dad and mom finally split up (they'd hated each other for years) and by then I hated him too. I was little shook up over it but I was more worried about losing our farm than anything. My friend really helped me through all of this and we became soo much closer. We were together 24/7. More often that not staying over at each others house rather than going home. Slowly my friend acumulated two more horses and everything was settled that she'd work off her board. My mom and her were best friends as well. We'd all go shopping and have linch and just chat like friends. A few months after the divorce my mom started dating. She lost her head for a while there, partying like a teenager all night, not coming home till morning and the like. None the less, my grandparents weren't too happy, and niether was my younger (by two years) sister. I was just glad to see my mom happy so i assumed "mother role" I 'took care' of the kids for about two months as my mom went out almost every night. She was working really hard at the horse race track all day, I figured she'd need a relaing night (or 5) in a week. She brought home two of the guys she'd dated. We managed to scare them off. But the third guy was hard to shake. He'd never had any kids, never dated a girl with kids. he was a big tough biker guy and frankly he scared us. He soon began staying the night at our house and coming for dinner a few times a week. We could tell mom liked him, but I definatl;y wasn't ready to give up my mom to this guy. We almost scared him off, he left. My mom was sooo upset, but he came back, and thats when I knew he was here to stay. Ten months later I get the news. Yep you guessed it, "We're going to have a baby!" Mhmm, I was no impressed, but I couldn't help but be happy for them. Here I am 16, my moms having her fifth child, fuuunnn. The first trimester mood swings were terrible. My mom and my friend started fighting, alot. I tried my best to keep them cool but it was getting harder and harder, my friend would trash talk my mom, I agreed with ahlf of what she was saying, my mom would trash talk my friend, I agreed with half of what she was saying. It was soo hard, These were the two most important people in my life and they were at each others throats. And so the day came, like I knew it would "I can't do this anymore, I have to go" and so she went. My best friend for two and a half years was leaving. Yeah, it sounds okay to most people but I'm not kidding, she's my other half, my sister, I'm not used to doing anything without her. I moped around for about a week before coming to a realization. I'm sixteen god damn years old, I don't have a job (other than looking after my horses), I am fully able to take care of my self. I'm being ridiculous. I've been babied and coddled all my life. (I've also been a little anorexic, but I'm over that now) I can be who i wanna be, you know? So I'm trying that on for size. Long story short, this will be a summer of experimentation. I'm NOT quitting, just might not be on as much. I have alot on my plate right now:
-We are doing major reno on the farm as we are turning it into a 40 horse boarding facility (at which I will assume the position of manager)
-I've got four horses to take care of
-I have to get a new job to cover my old gelding vet/chiropractic/supplement bills
-I've taken up coaching again this summer, and will be spending most of my evenings teaching
-I looked at my dog today "Holy fuck! Your fat!" He needs walking =P
So yeah. my mornings will be horse chores and if I can squeeze it in it would be lovely to actually ride the stupid beasties (too damn hot in the afternoon) All afternoon I've got to help my mom work on the facility. Evenings I'm teaching riding lessons, then my horse chores again. So I get to go on the computer somewhere around midnight!
I will try my best to reply to all m posts asap.
NOTE: My only active character will be Sebastian Kings. Lou Bicknell and Jake Martin (i think thats his last name) need to be deleted
Chea.... So now that I've given ou my entire life history.... I think I'll go now..... *shifty eyes*
I love you all!
*kisses*
-Smurf
To whom it may concern,
Smurfy's life is in a bit of a mess right now, if you'd like to know why, please read on =]. [beware, life story coming up here] Uhmmm lets see.... How about starting with a bit about me so that you can see where this whole thing began. I'm 16, I live with my mom, stepdad, two sisters, a brother and grandparents.... talk about a full house. Love my mom and step dad to death, my mom is more of a friend than a mom (im the oldest and shes really immature, go figure) My grandparents and I but heads, alot. They are the kind of grandparents that don't believe in 'computers' and 'television' *rolls eyes*, they're mules. They always bitch about me and my 'little' addiction to the computer ^^. Anyways, I've had some strange parenting going on in my life. My dad was never around, but when he was I was always trying to impress him, I was a super over achieving child and was really competitive, I showed horses every weekend, straight A's, honor rolls, ribbons, trophies the works. but it never really had any effect on him. My mom coddled me, she treated me like a baby and spoiled me. I was used to having her do things for me. Two years ago I hired a girl to train my little mare (I had her for two years and we just couldn't get along, by this time I'd been thrown so many times I'd lost complete confidence). Little did I know the girl was actually my age, I was skeptical at first but she did eceptionally well and kept working with my mare. Soon we became tighter than paper and glue, best friends. She got her first horse and kept her at my house, working off her board doing stalls for my mom. My dad and mom finally split up (they'd hated each other for years) and by then I hated him too. I was little shook up over it but I was more worried about losing our farm than anything. My friend really helped me through all of this and we became soo much closer. We were together 24/7. More often that not staying over at each others house rather than going home. Slowly my friend acumulated two more horses and everything was settled that she'd work off her board. My mom and her were best friends as well. We'd all go shopping and have linch and just chat like friends. A few months after the divorce my mom started dating. She lost her head for a while there, partying like a teenager all night, not coming home till morning and the like. None the less, my grandparents weren't too happy, and niether was my younger (by two years) sister. I was just glad to see my mom happy so i assumed "mother role" I 'took care' of the kids for about two months as my mom went out almost every night. She was working really hard at the horse race track all day, I figured she'd need a relaing night (or 5) in a week. She brought home two of the guys she'd dated. We managed to scare them off. But the third guy was hard to shake. He'd never had any kids, never dated a girl with kids. he was a big tough biker guy and frankly he scared us. He soon began staying the night at our house and coming for dinner a few times a week. We could tell mom liked him, but I definatl;y wasn't ready to give up my mom to this guy. We almost scared him off, he left. My mom was sooo upset, but he came back, and thats when I knew he was here to stay. Ten months later I get the news. Yep you guessed it, "We're going to have a baby!" Mhmm, I was no impressed, but I couldn't help but be happy for them. Here I am 16, my moms having her fifth child, fuuunnn. The first trimester mood swings were terrible. My mom and my friend started fighting, alot. I tried my best to keep them cool but it was getting harder and harder, my friend would trash talk my mom, I agreed with ahlf of what she was saying, my mom would trash talk my friend, I agreed with half of what she was saying. It was soo hard, These were the two most important people in my life and they were at each others throats. And so the day came, like I knew it would "I can't do this anymore, I have to go" and so she went. My best friend for two and a half years was leaving. Yeah, it sounds okay to most people but I'm not kidding, she's my other half, my sister, I'm not used to doing anything without her. I moped around for about a week before coming to a realization. I'm sixteen god damn years old, I don't have a job (other than looking after my horses), I am fully able to take care of my self. I'm being ridiculous. I've been babied and coddled all my life. (I've also been a little anorexic, but I'm over that now) I can be who i wanna be, you know? So I'm trying that on for size. Long story short, this will be a summer of experimentation. I'm NOT quitting, just might not be on as much. I have alot on my plate right now:
-We are doing major reno on the farm as we are turning it into a 40 horse boarding facility (at which I will assume the position of manager)
-I've got four horses to take care of
-I have to get a new job to cover my old gelding vet/chiropractic/supplement bills
-I've taken up coaching again this summer, and will be spending most of my evenings teaching
-I looked at my dog today "Holy fuck! Your fat!" He needs walking =P
So yeah. my mornings will be horse chores and if I can squeeze it in it would be lovely to actually ride the stupid beasties (too damn hot in the afternoon) All afternoon I've got to help my mom work on the facility. Evenings I'm teaching riding lessons, then my horse chores again. So I get to go on the computer somewhere around midnight!
I will try my best to reply to all m posts asap.
NOTE: My only active character will be Sebastian Kings. Lou Bicknell and Jake Martin (i think thats his last name) need to be deleted
Chea.... So now that I've given ou my entire life history.... I think I'll go now..... *shifty eyes*
I love you all!
*kisses*
-Smurf
