Benjamin[James]Dawes[done]

[Ben Dawes]

Benjamin Dawes! STOLE YOUR HEART;

They call me le Crickeh and I've shot for the moon 16 times.
You know you all love me and you can contact me via AIM, MSN, EMAIL, PM.
Ktxbi.

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» There Goes my Hero;

THe birth certificate reads Benjamin James Dawes
But Everyone Calls Me Ben
Ive Been Breaking Hearts for 18 years
The say I Am Job
Ive Been Told I Look Like Cam Gigandet

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» Rock and Roll, Baby.;

I am so tall 5'10"
And I Weigh 150lbs
Ive Bee Ninked And PiercedTattoos on my right bicep and left hip/waist area, never been pierced and never will
They always say I look like

Ben...a god? No!!! Well, if you must. He could be considered a god to some, just plain hott to others. Either way, it shows just how much the chicks love him. His body is nothing but lean muscle and a full pack of 6-pack abs. Short hair and an amazing tan also give him the "dream guy" look. He's not the passive looking type. No, he's rough and tough looking, but there's more to that appearance than one thinks. Some of it is just to get the girls who like the bad looking guys, but some it is other reasons...other personal reasons.

After having a good look at something other than his amazing body, such as his eyes, one can become engrossed with them. Yes, staring is impolite, but it this case it's only natural. They could instantly bring a girl into his world. He could do whatever he wanted with her as long as he charmed her with his amazing abilities and not to mention, amazing looks. Other things that are charming about his appearance, at times he can truly look like a caring guy and his facial features become softer than what they are on a normal basis. This doesn't happen too often, but when it does, people of any type are truly amazed, as he looks like one of a kind. He truthfully would look like he's enjoying himself.

For the most part though, his appearance is somewhat harsh and defined in a "off the street" look. Again, some girls fall for the bad guy look and others go for the sweet innocent guy, but leave it up to him to play around with the girls he gets. No, he's no god when it comes to relationships, but what does it matter when you got the looks to back you up and help you out. It doesn't so, lucky for him because he has a lot going for him.
This Is What Makes Me Stand Out
My tattoos, eyes and face. They all make me defined and handsome attracting most women

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» Chances Taken, Hope Embraced;

I Adore
-hott girls
-money
-Horses
-Hanging with the guys
-going clubbing
-getting into trouble
-working out

I Abhor
-getting caught by the police
-not having a girlfriend
-country music
-living in rural places
-not being near "friends"

I Rock
-flirting with girls
-acting
-singing rap music
-playing guitar
-skating

I Suck
-staying away from trouble
-being good
-staying away from girls
-not working out

I Do
-I like reading and watching vampiric things
-going out at nights
-"hanging" with girls
-eat food when I'm depressed
-Drink when I'm depressed

I Want
-find a long term girlfriend
-get myself out of trouble

I Fear
-getting beat up by other guys and loosing
-living a life that's boring

I Shut up
-I'm truly a nice guy
-I love riding english style
-I'd love to have my own farm


I am

Ben's personality is a curious one. He's very outgoing and almost a little too open at times. He's normally like this around the girls though. He puts on his sweet charm to get them to fall for him quickly and he's had some pretty good luck with his tactics. He's quite spoiled and even though he doesn't have big expensive cars to show for it, he knows what he wants and he demands it when he does. This sole fact can make him quite determined once he gets his mind set on a certain goal. Whether it being something with riding, doing "business", or trying to date some girls, he knows what he wants and doesn't stop till he gets his goal or decides that it's not worth it any longer. Everything always has to be on his time and if it isn't he gets...upset.

The violent part of him shows up well while under the influence of some drinks. This can be a VERY bad part to him, but it's just part of his personality. He doesn't always mean to get this way, but he's just a very violent and angry drunk. So, this could be the turnoff to some of the women he meets. He has started bar fights and often gets into fist fights with a lot of other people because he has a temper.

On the other side, if you eventually find the key to his heart, he's an amazing guy. On the outside he seems cold and unusual, but on the inside he's sweet and caring, just the person who shouldn't be wrapped up in the type of activities he's in. Mind you even though he's outgoing, doesn't mean he's nice all the time. He can be pretty cold and distant at times and it may be because of some of the secrets he's hiding...the many secrets of his bottled up life.

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» I Know I Won't Be Home At All;

I Came From
Rick Dawes- Olympic Rider, 43
Sarah Dawes- Trainer and veterinarian, 40

Both parents are very well off and set Ben with a good life, but he took advantage of it.

I Share My Dna With A younger sister
Rachel Dawes- 14, student, rides at her parents place
I Come From Montgomeru. Maryland
But I Live Here Now Pinewood, West Virginia
This Is Who I was

Born to parents Rick and Sarah, he had been born into money. They both worked in the horse business and bothe were very successful. His father was a well known olympian and his mother a well known Veterinarian around the area of Maryland. Both made large amounts of amounts of money which lead to their considerable wealth. Ben's parents really paid little attention to him though. It wasn't that they didn't care, more just that they didn't have time to care or look out for him. Each were so busy with their jobs, that they couldn't really watch over him minute after minute.

As he grew up, he went to school like any normal kid, but his success was not like any others in his class. He rarely did well and he continually became frustrated because his parents rarely had the time to pay attention to him. They would help him every now and then, but his dad was continually traveling and his mom was always working or training. Life had no meaning to it when they weren't there to back him up. Things became even more stressed when his parents had another baby. They care for her more than they ever had for him and that discourage him even more. Even when they were busy, they made a little bit of time for her.

When they were working, he had to take care of her every minute when they were not. That was hard on him too. Everything that had mounted on his shoulders lead to some even worse middle school and high school years. His grades were below average when his teachers expected much more of such a smart young boy. They could see that he could achieve great grades when he actually tried, but that wasn't very often. The groups of friends he chose also weren't the greatest ones. They were the ones who were interested in other things, such as drugs. These groups of friends made him feel good about himself, but at not such a great cost.

As he entered high school, he found that girls had a keen liking towards them and he could get anyone he wanted really. He loved how many choices he had used it to his ability often going through 2 or three girlfriends within a few months. He was never happy with just one. He became known as the most popular guy around and also the one who got around. He was with a different girl a lot of times people saw him. This reputation wasn't the greatest, but he lasted through highschool and encouraged his high achieving sister to do the same. He didn't want her to go down the same path that he was going down and he developed a great trust with in her due to that. He was also very protective of her. Any guy that showed interest in her was closely watched by him. It scared most guys away, but the ones that did stay really did like her.

His life went on with operating in drug deals and stuff like that and he rarely tried to get his life straight. His sister could no longer stop his addiction, but she did try her hardest. His parents were no longer caring about him since he was legally an adult. They pretty much just let him off on his own with enough money to get a house and be comfortable for the rest of his life. They also let him take Rachel with him. Although she contested to his life style, she went with him. She knew he would need support otherwise, he might not stay alive. So, she went with him and lived with him. They protected each other and move here to Pinewood so that she could ride and they could be away from their parents. Life was going to be tough, but their parents had taught them how to train and ride well. Ben wanted to try to get his life straightened out, but he wasn't sure if he could do that, especially with some of the people here.

One main reason was all because of one night. He had gone to a bar and gotten particularly drunk. Seeing as he gets mad and angry when he's drunk...he's an easily made enemy. He wanted to get back at his parents for never being there and never truly loving him or supporting him. He couldn't go back to maryland though. He didn't want to. It already held too many hurtful memories. So, he settled for friends here who had betrayed him once they knew he was really into drugs and stuff. He ended up killing 2 of his best friends and one of his ex girlfriends. No one had caught him yet, but it sister was appalled at his drunken state. She got out and decided to sleep at the barn and wait till it passed. Eventually he was caught and sent to jail living out a few years of his life there. His sister was sent to foster care around the pinewood area and was probably to never see him again. He eventually got out of jail and then went back to the life style he once had.

Jail hadn't done anything to him except make him even colder. He was still outgoing, but in a much colder and distant way. He was ready to get back on the streets and enjoy what he once had...his life. He wanted to meet new friends who were like him. He wanted people he could rely on for what he wanted. Nothing would be the same as his past, but nothing could get worse. Well...maybe some things....


This Is Who I am I want to try to straighten it out, but I doubt that'll happen. I'm in too deep with what I've got going to quit now.

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» This Heart It Beats;

I LustHott women
I Love Short and skimpy clothes
I Loathe Shy unsure women
Maybe I loved I've had too many to count
Maybe I Didnt None at the moment

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» This Is How We'll Dance;

I Bow Down Dude, this is getting really old...with all these apps I keep filling in and redoing, I really should rethink my crazy ideas
I Am Awesome Okay, if all my posts already aren't enough I don't know what is xD ((see Liz, What used to be Drake, and 'kira))

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Thanks Isa for helping =]

[Cheyenne Kings}]

Accepted!

Good job, as always, Cricket ;] or should I say 'le Crickeh' xD hehe nice
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