R A I N;[r a i n] go away

[A.spen M.addisons]

Rainey! STOLE YOUR HEART;
[ sorry crappy pic, I know]
They call me M.erge and I've shot for the moon 15 1/2 times.
You know you all love me and you can contact me via pm,email or[duh] C-box .
Ktxbi.

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» There Goes my Hero;

THe birth certificate reads Rainey Len Zapheir
But Everyone Calls Me Tam
Ive Been Breaking Hearts for 16 years
The say I Am a student
Ive Been Told I Look Like Crystal Hunt

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» Rock and Roll, Baby.;

I am so tall 5.2'
And I Weigh 102 pounds
Ive Bee Ninked And Pierced Her ears are pierced. She has one tatoo on her back in the shape of an arrow and a coin. Noone but her seem to know what it means.
They always say I look like

Her hair is a light blonde shade . It lays in thin almost
perfectly straight strands at shoulder length. At a normal
time her hair is in a low pony tail. Though not often her
hair is sometimes colored with a streak of green running
through it. Her face is thin and has no make-up on it
usualy except for the occasional times. Hot green eyes
haunt her face and seem to glow with radience.
When she looks as you it is as if she sees through you
into your mind, as if you can't hide from her. Her lashes
are as pale as her hair, making her eyes stand out
all the more.

She does not wear anything to make her 'pretty' she
comes as natural is. She is on the shorter side of
things realy. Not tall in any way. She is not 'fat' or 'thin'
though if you had to pick one you'd have to lean for thin.
Her overall hue is light and if you compared her to a
horse coloring as I'm sure any good person has[snickers]
she would be palomino. Her skin is not exactly
tan but definately darker than an average blonde's skin.
Her arms are long and have alot of muscle. Her legs aswell
are long but.. lets just say they arent the best.

The reason I say this is that when she was little.. about 6
she was in a car accident. It killed both her mother and
her father instantly. She used crutches and went through
over 5 surgries to correct her legs. Braces will probably
always be her enemy. She still uses her crutches
but hopes to soon not be bothered by them atall.
She hopes someday..somehow.. be able to walk unaided.

This Is What Makes Me Stand Out
If you needed some points about her that could make
her unique; One quite obviouse one is her eyes. Not
exactly the color but the deep thoughtfulness in them.
They give you the feeling that she can see through you.
As if she had X-ray vision. But for another thing? It would
be her personality. So unique and yet so ordinary at the
same time it tends to confuse- but.. well. We'll save this
for her rp shall we?

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» Chances Taken, Hope Embraced;

I Adore

• Friends
  
• Animals
  
• Unjudging people
  
• Life itself
  
• Those who dont care about appearance

[xD I just noticed that the first letters of each of those spell fault]
I Abhor

• Hayley Mathews[O.O]
  
• Pity
  
• Being put down
  
• Self Pity
  I Rock

She can do almost anything she sets her mind to,
physicaly disabled or not. She also has an amazing
voice. She will stand up for her friends no matter what.
I Suck
For the life of her she cannot controll her temper
when she is mad. She also cannot seem to do so
great it school.
I Do
She is at times, usualy the wrong times, shy.
When frightened or nervouse she will not
look you in the eye.
I Want
More than anything on earth she wants to be able
to walk- unaided. That is her only 'want' or 'goal'
I Fear
Her main fear is failure. She cannot stand the idea that
she may not be able to do something.
I Shut up
Aye- but if I told you would it be a secret any longer?
I am

The first thing to be thought of when you meet her
is her determination. It drives her foreward like a
dog's instincts are to catch a ball. Her determination
is the soul of her..well... her everything! Its what she's
made of. Another thing that shines through almost
equaly is her thoughtfulness. No- not neccesarily the
kind you are probably thinking. The one that puts
all others above themselves and all that. No- but more
the thoughtfulness where you think everything through
before you do it. Unless she's mad. She doesnt get mad
often. But when she does? Well...her temper is not
one of her good points. Its not that she means to get
so angry at some things. Its just how she is.

She is not so great about school. She isnt that A+
student you would think she could be. More of B
student. She loves to be out and can realy get
along in the world with many people around her or
none. She can't be considered a loner or a partier.
Just sortof in between the two. She also loves to
sing- she isn't the best with instruments so she
never realy got so far in life with singing but that
doesnt change anything as far as she's concerned.

One thing about her is her positive outlook on life.
She's had plenty of things happen to her to make
her go sour but her smile is still genuine and it
shows through most of her behavior. She's not
one to judge on what you look like but my who
you are, her motto would probably be something
along the lines of not judging anyone else for
how they look if she ever gave it any thought.
That would come from experience. Not opinion.

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» I Know I Won't Be Home At All;

I Came From

Nathen-Adoptive Father
Nathen is a hard working middle aged man
who realy deep down loves his family. He
expresses it by working for them- but some
times he overlooks everything beyond their
physical needs. That includes mentaly. He is
a good man a heart but just has to learn to
relax and give time, not money to his children!
He works at a computer programming business
as manager and is paid quite well for it.

Mona-'Nana' or 'Houskeeper'
Mona expresses her love for her 'family' through
mentality. She takes the role of mother as her own
though she was just a house keeper. She made up
for the love that Rainey lacked. Her job was a
housekeeper.

I Share My Dna With
None
I Come From
Chincoteague USA islands
But I Live Here Now
Pinewood VA <3
This Is Who I was

It seemed so long ago...
She remembered living in chincoteague with her
parents. Sitting outside watching the wild ponies
swim across the shore She remembered her father
gathering her into her arms and telling her all
about the beautiful animals. She remembers so much.
But even more burnt into her memory was the crash.
That horrible day. They had been on their way from
church to their home late at night. It had all been
good. Rainey had been asleep in her seat, buckled
safely down. Then she had heard it. Her mother
screamed and the squeal of brakes.
Her father cursed and blackness.

She remembered waking up to extreme pain in her
legs. She had been in a sterile room and looking down
she saw casts on her legs. Then came the news.
She remembered the doctors telling her she would
never walk again. That she wouldnt be right any
longer. never. She remembered crying. But she
remembered complete numbness when she asked
about her parents. Dead. They where both dead
when she recovered enough she would be sent to an
orphanage. The place of every child's worst nightmare.

That was how her life as one began and the other ended.
She was sent to virginia to live in an orphanage. Thank
god she had only been there 1 year. It was agony.
Then her adoptive father came. He took her home with
him and there she would remain. Rainey had sworn to
herself at age 6 1/2 that she would not become like
those other kids she saw. She would still be happy.
And slowly she was. She regained enough strength to
limp around after years on a crutch. And on her 8th birthday
she recieved a gift so preciouse to her that she
could not begin to thank her adoptive father.

A small filly- as red as flames and as small as a lamb
came to her.From Chinoteague. From her old life. She
named her filly Hoku- star. The star in the night. She
learned that the filly also was an orphan. And they
took care of eachother. They grew up as more than
girl and horse. As sibling. Friends. As one

This Is Who I am

I am a person with faults. But I am a person who
can do anything that I set my mind to do. I am
Rainey.

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» This Heart It Beats;

I Lust
Straight
I Love
Someone not afraid to say what they believe
Someone kind
Someone who looks to the inside. Not the outside.
I Loathe
Those that are unfair
Those who think they are better than everyone else
Those who are quick to assume.
Maybe I loved
_________
_________
_________

Maybe I Didnt
N/A

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» This Is How We'll Dance;

I Bow Down
OMIGOSH
I Am Awesome

Sunlight played happily over the earth- making it so
hot it was hardly bearable. Grass was scorched to
the point of being so thin that it tore like paper under
touch. It seemed as if it hadn't rained in a million years.
But that was summer for you. Hot, dry, miserable.
The trees even seemed to droop with exaustion of
the heat this day. And yet in the hottest part of the
day a horse and her owner walked conpanionably
side by side.

The young horse was of a bright red hue- her
complexion thin and elegant but small.
Not like a thoroughbred or an arabian but like something
different from normaly found. A chinoteague pony.
The mare was around 14.1 hands and as beautiful
as anything. Hardly anything white on her showed but
a small whorl type star on her forehead. She pranced
excitedly on a thin line connecting her to her owner
and her friend. Rainey.

Rainey was a blonde haired teenager girl.
Her hair was light and as straight as anything
Her eyes where a brilliant green and they sparkled
with excitement. She was about to become free.
If you wonder what I mean you must look below her
angelic face and charming smile to her legs. When
you look you would see that they where severely
messed up. Braces held them as straight as they
could get but that was not how they should be.
She walked stiffly with crutches in each arm.

Riding was he way to freedom. On her mare
she could go as fast as she liked. She could
be like an eagle with wings. The horse and
rider stopped infront of an arena- the girl
smiled softly and patted her horse's nape.
"Ready girl?" her voice was light and carefree.
The mare bobbed her head excitedly and with
a snort she bent down low on two legs for her
rider to mount. This miraculouse thing was done
with an amazing bond between girl and horse.

Something unheard of by most. "Thankyou!"
The girl- Rainey smiled and leaning on the horse
for support she let go of her crutches. They clattered
to the ground but the mare did not so much as
blink. She turned her head and nudged Rainey
gentley. "Love you too girl" Rainey whispered
before grabbing the horse's mane and mounting.
"Its time to run girl." The mare whinnied shrilly
and stood carefuly. With a single click they both
set of as a lope across the ring. They where free
for a little while now.

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Thanks Isa for helping =]

[Sebastian Kings]

Accepted! If you can fix soething for me... You need her full name in "The Birth Certificate Reads"