Post by Alex Lovasz on Sept 11, 2008 13:51:30 GMT -5
Weddings, Horses, Babies, Work, Dogs, Races, Thus was the life of Alex Chasse. Soon to be Lovasz. Wow crazy to think soon her name was going to change. And sadly she hadn't even told her parents. She dreaded the moment she had to call them or worse the moment they called her and she had to tell them. She didn't even know why she bothered telling them it wasn't as if they'd show up. She had good faith her brothers would but her mom would throw a fit and end up not showing as her "punishment" to Alex for not telling her sooner. And her dad.... he wouldn't approve because Anthony wasn't a rich owner he was a jockey and that wouldn't fly with him. But she knew her brothers would show she loved them and they well.. they liked free beer. Course they loved her too. Not they were legal anyway but she knew them well.
The big day was going to be in the fall. The date hadn't been set yet because... she really hadn't discussed it with Anthony. Most of the planning had been taken over by her. She wanted to do everything herself. She told him she would do it all and all she needed him to do was not die between now and the time they said their vows. She had almost everything picked out. She had the colors she called the caterer and she found the cake. And she was about to get the location. And the reception was back at her house. She was a major planner and if she hadn't gone into financial business she would have gone into wedding planning. It was fun to her she didn't find it stressfull even though she was planning two at the same time it was no big deal. Charlie and Hayley were close friends and she would do anything to help them tie the knott...sooner rather then later.
Horses have been doing better but her and Anthony haven't been able to actually be with one another sure he watched her work whenever he he could. But now days she was always trying to get them all done quickly. She usually always made it to the track with Loco before Anthony did with King and when she was done she would pass them going up and she would work with Ozzy then she would take Cadricane up when he brought king back down. Then She would come down and he'd go up with Doubt. Then after she was done with Cane she would run and get Alessandra then go home and go for a jog and feed the baby. And Then get to work and hse was lucky if Anthony came home. But of course if he did she always stopped work to spend time with him.
It was crazy and this mornings work outs were hectic but she told herself to take the night off. She needed to get together with Chey and Viv so she was taking Alessandra over for a play date why she talked wedding plans with them. But she just got home from morning works and was completely sore. Loco threw her and she landed on her back and shoulder leaving a huge black and blue mark on her shoulder and lower back. She shrugged it off though and picked up Alessandra from the sitters and headed home. Once there she fed Alessandra and went for her daily jog. After that she came home set her down for a nap and took a shower. She was still sleeping when she got out so she went into the closet and threw on some jean shorts and a black tank top and her charlette Rouse plaid one button jacket. Some tennis shoes and she was off to pack the diaper bag.
After the diaper bag was packed she went into the office and grabbed the stacks of magaiznes that lay ontop of it. She stopped and stared at the photo that stood on her desk. There was two really one of her and Anthony and another with Her and Alessandra.... Not the baby. she sunk into her chair and picked up the frame staring at the picture. She gulped down and sighed as she put it back and stood up to walk away. It had been so hard to handle all this. She wouldn't tell anyone, not even Anthony, But all this the training the weddings the baby the dogs it was her way of distracting herself from the pain. She figured if she burried herself in work she could make it all go away. She just didn't want everyone to see how broken up she was. So she joked she played around she over loaded herself. And she knew she could do it no matter how much she put on herself because she would do anything not to let them all see how miserable and horrified she was.
She walked back to Alessandra's room and smiled as she saw her staring towards the door. "Good morning beautiful." she said as she walked over to the crib and picked her up. It was good to see her smile and be happy for once. Alex hated to see her cry it reminded her so much of Alessandra. Which killed her. She grabbed the diaper bag and the magazines and after changing and cleaning the baby she placed her in her carseat and headed to Chey's. Not without a wave to her neighbor Cal. She loved him just like a grandpa. No longer then 20 minutes and she was there. She threw the diaper bag over her shoulder. Pulled the carseat out with one hand and placed the magazines in the other. Then moved up the front porch steps and tapped on the door. She placed a smile on her very much concerned upset face. Erasing everything that was there before and putting on her usual set. Happy, loving life stressless Alex.
The big day was going to be in the fall. The date hadn't been set yet because... she really hadn't discussed it with Anthony. Most of the planning had been taken over by her. She wanted to do everything herself. She told him she would do it all and all she needed him to do was not die between now and the time they said their vows. She had almost everything picked out. She had the colors she called the caterer and she found the cake. And she was about to get the location. And the reception was back at her house. She was a major planner and if she hadn't gone into financial business she would have gone into wedding planning. It was fun to her she didn't find it stressfull even though she was planning two at the same time it was no big deal. Charlie and Hayley were close friends and she would do anything to help them tie the knott...sooner rather then later.
Horses have been doing better but her and Anthony haven't been able to actually be with one another sure he watched her work whenever he he could. But now days she was always trying to get them all done quickly. She usually always made it to the track with Loco before Anthony did with King and when she was done she would pass them going up and she would work with Ozzy then she would take Cadricane up when he brought king back down. Then She would come down and he'd go up with Doubt. Then after she was done with Cane she would run and get Alessandra then go home and go for a jog and feed the baby. And Then get to work and hse was lucky if Anthony came home. But of course if he did she always stopped work to spend time with him.
It was crazy and this mornings work outs were hectic but she told herself to take the night off. She needed to get together with Chey and Viv so she was taking Alessandra over for a play date why she talked wedding plans with them. But she just got home from morning works and was completely sore. Loco threw her and she landed on her back and shoulder leaving a huge black and blue mark on her shoulder and lower back. She shrugged it off though and picked up Alessandra from the sitters and headed home. Once there she fed Alessandra and went for her daily jog. After that she came home set her down for a nap and took a shower. She was still sleeping when she got out so she went into the closet and threw on some jean shorts and a black tank top and her charlette Rouse plaid one button jacket. Some tennis shoes and she was off to pack the diaper bag.
After the diaper bag was packed she went into the office and grabbed the stacks of magaiznes that lay ontop of it. She stopped and stared at the photo that stood on her desk. There was two really one of her and Anthony and another with Her and Alessandra.... Not the baby. she sunk into her chair and picked up the frame staring at the picture. She gulped down and sighed as she put it back and stood up to walk away. It had been so hard to handle all this. She wouldn't tell anyone, not even Anthony, But all this the training the weddings the baby the dogs it was her way of distracting herself from the pain. She figured if she burried herself in work she could make it all go away. She just didn't want everyone to see how broken up she was. So she joked she played around she over loaded herself. And she knew she could do it no matter how much she put on herself because she would do anything not to let them all see how miserable and horrified she was.
She walked back to Alessandra's room and smiled as she saw her staring towards the door. "Good morning beautiful." she said as she walked over to the crib and picked her up. It was good to see her smile and be happy for once. Alex hated to see her cry it reminded her so much of Alessandra. Which killed her. She grabbed the diaper bag and the magazines and after changing and cleaning the baby she placed her in her carseat and headed to Chey's. Not without a wave to her neighbor Cal. She loved him just like a grandpa. No longer then 20 minutes and she was there. She threw the diaper bag over her shoulder. Pulled the carseat out with one hand and placed the magazines in the other. Then moved up the front porch steps and tapped on the door. She placed a smile on her very much concerned upset face. Erasing everything that was there before and putting on her usual set. Happy, loving life stressless Alex.
