Post by hayleywilliams on Sept 9, 2008 18:25:20 GMT -5
Hayley Nichole Mathews!
this isn't how it should end
we all wanna party when the funeral ends, Hayley. it's been fourteen bitter years since we've been seeing your face round here, and it's all thanks to An add. but don't worry, we totally forgive you because we love July Mathews and Hayley Mathews. and your two years of experience.
or should it end at all?
this babe was born Hayley Nichole Mathews, but they only answer to Hayles. our little ray of sunshine blows out nineteen candles
on August second. this kiddo hangs with The musicians a lot, when they're
not working as a a singer. and don't forget, this baby's Bisexual.
you don't wanna be in a fight with this masterpiece, standing five foot two
and weighing in at 105 LBS. someone even told her that they look
like Hayley Williams.
cause every now and again
this kid loves Dude, isn¡¯t the sunset the most amazing thing you¡¯ve ever set your eyes on? It¡¯s like the sun tells a story as it sets. It¡¯s amazing. I also think that the ocean is equally special, because it tells a story of its own being so big dominating so much land. I¡¯m a fool for rain. When I was younger, I used to believe rain meant an angel was weeping for what someone¡¯s done. Animals are people two, and they deserve to be kept in homes where they¡¯re not abused because they have a heart as well but Horses have to be my favorite animal. They¡¯re so majestic and mysterious. Given the chance they¡¯ll be your best friend. Music sooths the soul, and if you find the right band you could easily relate to them. It seems like they¡¯re telling the story of your life. Poetry can be just as helpful. Love is an amazing thing and shouldn¡¯t be taken for granted . Movies are also one of the things I like because you can easily escape reality. and this kid hates Oh my God. There are so many things I hate about this world. Let¡¯s start with the mistakes I have made. I absolutely loath drugs because of what they did to me, despite how often I taken them. I hate alcohol because of how addicting it was, and how hooked I got because of it. I also can¡¯t stand people who cheat on they¡¯re boyfriends or girlfriends, and I am well aware that I am included. You wanna know what else I can¡¯t stand? Depression because you loose the people you love from the horrible dieses whether you like it or not. Cutters also make me upset, because I know what it¡¯s like. Cutting is selfish and stupid, and most defiantly not worth the pain I went through. Judgmental and ignorant people need to go and burn in hell somewhere and get the hell away from me. I hate life . everyone's got secrets, especially this one, like I don't care that he raped me, I love him anyway because he is my father. baby's good at Strength is overrated, but I defiantly think I¡¯m good at manipulation. Some see this as a curse, but I use it as a gift. I also heard I¡¯m an amazing kisser, wow isn¡¯t that surprising. Despite all the negative things I am good at I think I can sit down and listen to people. That¡¯s hard to do. and baby's not so good at I can¡¯t swim to save my life. Like, every time I attempt to swim it ends in utter disaster. I¡¯m not the best fighter wither, I¡¯m more of a pull your hair type of girl you know? I also cant commit to relationships. . typically, you can find her You can often find me singing. Music is my life, and I¡¯m here to make it. When I¡¯m not singing, I¡¯m writing in my journal which I tend to do lots, its fun and helps me vent. You can also find me horseback riding if I¡¯m in an area where that¡¯s possible. Or starting drama. That¡¯s a different story. . and of course, baby's got big dreams, like I want to find myself.. sure, kiddo's got a pretty face, but she's got a personality to win the masses.
Meet Hayley Mathews. Probably one of the most confusing girls you had ever laid your pretty little eyes on, she¡¯s sure to send your head spinning. She isn¡¯t your normal everyday average girl at all, and if you¡¯re unable to handle her she¡¯s libel to send you into suicide or at the very least an insane asylum. Now, due to her confusing personality I must break it down into paragraphs at a time for your better understanding.
The medication makes it better, the medication makes it worse. ¢¾
Hayley Mathews suffers from Manic Bipolar disorder and takes prescribed lithium. I know what you¡¯re thinking. ¡°Why would the doctors prescribe lithium to a girl who has had drugs abuse problems?¡± Hayley has been taking lithium since eighth grade. For her to simply stop cold turkey or even stop at all, would be a death sentence simply because Lithium measures the ¡®highs¡¯ and ¡®lows¡¯ of bipolar mania, and if she stopped she would be worse than Mrs. Mathews is now.
Stay in love with my sorrow ¢¾
Hayley Mathews often feels like there is no hope left. She feels if she takes on last breath, she would fall and die. Her depression allows her to feel helpless and lost. As if the world was ending and there wasn¡¯t any tomorrow left to see, and as if no one loves or cares about the girl. No matter how many people tell Hayley they do love her, she blocks them out. it seems she likes to feel his away, because she refuses to see someone about depression because Hayley doesn¡¯t ¡®think¡¯ she has depression. She¡¯s pretty sure she doesn¡¯t though we all know she does indeed.
Live, Laugh, love ¢¾
When Hayley isn¡¯t down and depressed, she pretends to love life. Her mood changes drastically and she tries to help anyone she can by being sweet and loving. This is all fake mind you, but it couldn¡¯t hurt to do some acting correct? If your close to Hayley, she¡¯ll smile and laugh with you. Joke about silly things and do silly things to joke about. She wont cry a single tear (until you leave) and is always full on constant never-ending energy. She¡¯s a bundle of joy. You¡¯ll never see her depressed but like I said, as soon as you walk away she¡¯s little miss suicide. That¡¯s the way life goes.
What¡¯s outside is what counts ¢¾
Hayley acts like she¡¯s the best thing that¡¯s happened since Pete Wentz and Ashley Simpson. Like she¡¯s perfect and loves the way she looks. When people are around her, she¡¯d make out a with mirror if I had a tongue. This simply isn¡¯t the case at all. She hates the way she looks truly. She thinks there¡¯s something wrong with her face, and nothing on her body is right. Nothing. But everyone is like that right?
Once a whore your nothing more ¢¾
All you have to do is wink at Hayley, and she would have sex with you right? She¡¯s probably one of the most sluttiest girls you will ever meet. She¡¯ll steal your boyfriends, and fuck your dad. She¡¯s addicted to sex, what can I say? Sex means everything. This is because of what her father did to her when she was younger, and because of this she likes to feel she¡¯s in control of sex not the other way around.
I never let love in ¢¾
She only accepts the amount of love she things she deserves. She doesn¡¯t deserve any love right? She was raised and taught that loves doesn¡¯t exist. At all. Love was just some fairytale, and the whole point of love was about sex. But deep down she¡¯s waiting for that guy, to sweep her off her feet.
Beers with lime ¢¾
Hayley¡¯s a hardcore vodka drinker. She¡¯ll get totally wasted and loose control. Like this one time she was at a club, she got drunk and flashed the whole area, showing everyone she wasn¡¯t wearing a bra. Hayley doesn¡¯t like the way drugs and Alcohol make her, she wants to stop. But she doesn¡¯t know how to ask for help.
Drugs made it better ¢¾
Hayley Mathews at one point loved her drugs. The only thing is, they made her a ticking time bomb waiting to explode. Maniac? Yes.
i wait for you call
kiddo came from Jeffree Mathews and Christy Mathews, along with Johnny Mathews and Logan Mathews . She grew up in Franklin TN, but now they can be found in New York / Upper East Side. she's just looking for somebody to listen to their story, and you're here right now, so sit down and listen up, baby.
Christy and Jeffree were your normal couple. Highschool sweethearts that fell in love at the age of seventeen, they did everything together. They were inspirable. Voted cutest couple that year, Jeffree asked Christy to marry him during senior year. Christy agreed. She was overjoyed really, and couldn¡¯t believe how much she absolutely loved her finance. All she did that week is look at the expensive rock on her figure that would soon become her wedding ring. This was a dream come true for Christy, it was simply amazing. At eighteen, she had lost her virginity to the man she was marrying the next week. They never used protection. A few days later, Christy knew something wasn¡¯t right and found out she was going to be a mother. Christy¡¯s mother and father had been dead for the past year, so there would be no telling her parents, and Jeffree had been out of contact with his father and mother for years. This was perfect. When Christy told Jeffree she was expecting he was overjoyed.
Jeffree hated kids. He hated the way he walked and talked. He just couldn¡¯t stand them, but he needed to act stoked for Christy and he did for those whole eight months of hell. They finally were married with a baby lump, and had a perfect wedding. Of course they couldn¡¯t have sex, right? So on their wedding night Jeffree went out drinking leaving poor Christy at home. It was her idea so she wasn¡¯t upset, and was enjoying the company of her sister Maria, and had a perfectly good time without her husband. Now, as for Jeffree he ended up in another girl¡¯s bed that night not caring that he was just recently married. It didn¡¯t seem like the girl he was cheating with minded at all either. No one ever found out that night. No one. He came back that night and snuck into their bedroom and bed, and fell asleep. Like nothing was wrong. How dare he.
Hayley was born on August Second around ten in he morning, and of course everything went fine until they found out their daughter had bi polar disorder. It wasn¡¯t too serious, so they acted as if nothing was wrong. A couple years went by, and at the mere age of seven Hayley was prescribed lithium. Her father grew up hating his daughter, and the mother never did know. One night when Christy was out (she was excepting again as was Maria) and they decided to have a pregnant girls night out leaving eight year Hayley at home with her daddy. Jeffree set her down with Hayley giggling thinking it was a game. He slipped of her pants. Jeffree molested Hayley, and continued doing so until she was about eleven. No one ever knew. Hayley was told not to tell anyone. She wanted out. She wanted an escape.
They moved out of their apartment, because both of her parents were ever horse related people and wanted to get involved again. Everyday of the week Hayley would be out in there family¡¯s property training for the next barrel racing compotation that her father was forcing her to compete in. Sure, Hayley loved her horse, but she just wasn¡¯t into that whole scene. She preferred moshing, but due to the small town hardly any good bands came to play, therefore causing Hayley to be alone on a five hour trail riding herding cattle with the old folks on a Saturday afternoon. Fun.
Until one night during her freshmen year she was invited to a senior party. Not thinking, she quickly went. The party was going good until they started playing truth or dare. She decided to take a dare (slightly scared of all the seniors) , and to her surprise this dare would ruin her. Her crush at the time dared her to sleep with the super sexy English teacher tomorrow night and video tape it. The next night Hayley went to the teachers house for ¡°tutoring¡± and ended up in his bed. She taped it, brought it to school and was the talk of Franklin until her crush decided to give the tape to the principle. Hayley was expelled, and the teacher lost his job. Franklin had no other high schools to attend. Oh boy. This was bad.
Hayley was home schooled by a good family friend that had a nineteen year old son. That nineteen year old son asked Hayley on a date (she was fifteen) and she accepted it one night after ¡°class¡± was over. She swore she was in love, but he asked her if she wanted to have fun. Hayley was a little suspicious of what he meant by fun. Next thing she knew, Hayley was shooting up heroin. Never in a million years would she have ever taken drugs, but she didn¡¯t want to loose him. Hayley loved him. Of course, five nights and fixes later he dumped her for a cousin of Hayley¡¯s. She was ending up like the very man who molested her¡¦
i'd wait all my life for you
lyrics copyright houston calls. this amazing application sheet was made by
sydneyx of the white pages, not you, kay? should you feel the need to take
off the credit, steal it, and/or claim it as your own, she will hunt you down
and tie you to a refridgerator before mailing you to the artic circle to be
eaten by vicious polar bears. gasp! so, no matter how tempted you are,
don't steal it, alright? kthxbai. (:
this isn't how it should end
we all wanna party when the funeral ends, Hayley. it's been fourteen bitter years since we've been seeing your face round here, and it's all thanks to An add. but don't worry, we totally forgive you because we love July Mathews and Hayley Mathews. and your two years of experience.
or should it end at all?
this babe was born Hayley Nichole Mathews, but they only answer to Hayles. our little ray of sunshine blows out nineteen candles
on August second. this kiddo hangs with The musicians a lot, when they're
not working as a a singer. and don't forget, this baby's Bisexual.
you don't wanna be in a fight with this masterpiece, standing five foot two
and weighing in at 105 LBS. someone even told her that they look
like Hayley Williams.
cause every now and again
this kid loves Dude, isn¡¯t the sunset the most amazing thing you¡¯ve ever set your eyes on? It¡¯s like the sun tells a story as it sets. It¡¯s amazing. I also think that the ocean is equally special, because it tells a story of its own being so big dominating so much land. I¡¯m a fool for rain. When I was younger, I used to believe rain meant an angel was weeping for what someone¡¯s done. Animals are people two, and they deserve to be kept in homes where they¡¯re not abused because they have a heart as well but Horses have to be my favorite animal. They¡¯re so majestic and mysterious. Given the chance they¡¯ll be your best friend. Music sooths the soul, and if you find the right band you could easily relate to them. It seems like they¡¯re telling the story of your life. Poetry can be just as helpful. Love is an amazing thing and shouldn¡¯t be taken for granted . Movies are also one of the things I like because you can easily escape reality. and this kid hates Oh my God. There are so many things I hate about this world. Let¡¯s start with the mistakes I have made. I absolutely loath drugs because of what they did to me, despite how often I taken them. I hate alcohol because of how addicting it was, and how hooked I got because of it. I also can¡¯t stand people who cheat on they¡¯re boyfriends or girlfriends, and I am well aware that I am included. You wanna know what else I can¡¯t stand? Depression because you loose the people you love from the horrible dieses whether you like it or not. Cutters also make me upset, because I know what it¡¯s like. Cutting is selfish and stupid, and most defiantly not worth the pain I went through. Judgmental and ignorant people need to go and burn in hell somewhere and get the hell away from me. I hate life . everyone's got secrets, especially this one, like I don't care that he raped me, I love him anyway because he is my father. baby's good at Strength is overrated, but I defiantly think I¡¯m good at manipulation. Some see this as a curse, but I use it as a gift. I also heard I¡¯m an amazing kisser, wow isn¡¯t that surprising. Despite all the negative things I am good at I think I can sit down and listen to people. That¡¯s hard to do. and baby's not so good at I can¡¯t swim to save my life. Like, every time I attempt to swim it ends in utter disaster. I¡¯m not the best fighter wither, I¡¯m more of a pull your hair type of girl you know? I also cant commit to relationships. . typically, you can find her You can often find me singing. Music is my life, and I¡¯m here to make it. When I¡¯m not singing, I¡¯m writing in my journal which I tend to do lots, its fun and helps me vent. You can also find me horseback riding if I¡¯m in an area where that¡¯s possible. Or starting drama. That¡¯s a different story. . and of course, baby's got big dreams, like I want to find myself.. sure, kiddo's got a pretty face, but she's got a personality to win the masses.
Meet Hayley Mathews. Probably one of the most confusing girls you had ever laid your pretty little eyes on, she¡¯s sure to send your head spinning. She isn¡¯t your normal everyday average girl at all, and if you¡¯re unable to handle her she¡¯s libel to send you into suicide or at the very least an insane asylum. Now, due to her confusing personality I must break it down into paragraphs at a time for your better understanding.
The medication makes it better, the medication makes it worse. ¢¾
Hayley Mathews suffers from Manic Bipolar disorder and takes prescribed lithium. I know what you¡¯re thinking. ¡°Why would the doctors prescribe lithium to a girl who has had drugs abuse problems?¡± Hayley has been taking lithium since eighth grade. For her to simply stop cold turkey or even stop at all, would be a death sentence simply because Lithium measures the ¡®highs¡¯ and ¡®lows¡¯ of bipolar mania, and if she stopped she would be worse than Mrs. Mathews is now.
Stay in love with my sorrow ¢¾
Hayley Mathews often feels like there is no hope left. She feels if she takes on last breath, she would fall and die. Her depression allows her to feel helpless and lost. As if the world was ending and there wasn¡¯t any tomorrow left to see, and as if no one loves or cares about the girl. No matter how many people tell Hayley they do love her, she blocks them out. it seems she likes to feel his away, because she refuses to see someone about depression because Hayley doesn¡¯t ¡®think¡¯ she has depression. She¡¯s pretty sure she doesn¡¯t though we all know she does indeed.
Live, Laugh, love ¢¾
When Hayley isn¡¯t down and depressed, she pretends to love life. Her mood changes drastically and she tries to help anyone she can by being sweet and loving. This is all fake mind you, but it couldn¡¯t hurt to do some acting correct? If your close to Hayley, she¡¯ll smile and laugh with you. Joke about silly things and do silly things to joke about. She wont cry a single tear (until you leave) and is always full on constant never-ending energy. She¡¯s a bundle of joy. You¡¯ll never see her depressed but like I said, as soon as you walk away she¡¯s little miss suicide. That¡¯s the way life goes.
What¡¯s outside is what counts ¢¾
Hayley acts like she¡¯s the best thing that¡¯s happened since Pete Wentz and Ashley Simpson. Like she¡¯s perfect and loves the way she looks. When people are around her, she¡¯d make out a with mirror if I had a tongue. This simply isn¡¯t the case at all. She hates the way she looks truly. She thinks there¡¯s something wrong with her face, and nothing on her body is right. Nothing. But everyone is like that right?
Once a whore your nothing more ¢¾
All you have to do is wink at Hayley, and she would have sex with you right? She¡¯s probably one of the most sluttiest girls you will ever meet. She¡¯ll steal your boyfriends, and fuck your dad. She¡¯s addicted to sex, what can I say? Sex means everything. This is because of what her father did to her when she was younger, and because of this she likes to feel she¡¯s in control of sex not the other way around.
I never let love in ¢¾
She only accepts the amount of love she things she deserves. She doesn¡¯t deserve any love right? She was raised and taught that loves doesn¡¯t exist. At all. Love was just some fairytale, and the whole point of love was about sex. But deep down she¡¯s waiting for that guy, to sweep her off her feet.
Beers with lime ¢¾
Hayley¡¯s a hardcore vodka drinker. She¡¯ll get totally wasted and loose control. Like this one time she was at a club, she got drunk and flashed the whole area, showing everyone she wasn¡¯t wearing a bra. Hayley doesn¡¯t like the way drugs and Alcohol make her, she wants to stop. But she doesn¡¯t know how to ask for help.
Drugs made it better ¢¾
Hayley Mathews at one point loved her drugs. The only thing is, they made her a ticking time bomb waiting to explode. Maniac? Yes.
i wait for you call
kiddo came from Jeffree Mathews and Christy Mathews, along with Johnny Mathews and Logan Mathews . She grew up in Franklin TN, but now they can be found in New York / Upper East Side. she's just looking for somebody to listen to their story, and you're here right now, so sit down and listen up, baby.
Christy and Jeffree were your normal couple. Highschool sweethearts that fell in love at the age of seventeen, they did everything together. They were inspirable. Voted cutest couple that year, Jeffree asked Christy to marry him during senior year. Christy agreed. She was overjoyed really, and couldn¡¯t believe how much she absolutely loved her finance. All she did that week is look at the expensive rock on her figure that would soon become her wedding ring. This was a dream come true for Christy, it was simply amazing. At eighteen, she had lost her virginity to the man she was marrying the next week. They never used protection. A few days later, Christy knew something wasn¡¯t right and found out she was going to be a mother. Christy¡¯s mother and father had been dead for the past year, so there would be no telling her parents, and Jeffree had been out of contact with his father and mother for years. This was perfect. When Christy told Jeffree she was expecting he was overjoyed.
Jeffree hated kids. He hated the way he walked and talked. He just couldn¡¯t stand them, but he needed to act stoked for Christy and he did for those whole eight months of hell. They finally were married with a baby lump, and had a perfect wedding. Of course they couldn¡¯t have sex, right? So on their wedding night Jeffree went out drinking leaving poor Christy at home. It was her idea so she wasn¡¯t upset, and was enjoying the company of her sister Maria, and had a perfectly good time without her husband. Now, as for Jeffree he ended up in another girl¡¯s bed that night not caring that he was just recently married. It didn¡¯t seem like the girl he was cheating with minded at all either. No one ever found out that night. No one. He came back that night and snuck into their bedroom and bed, and fell asleep. Like nothing was wrong. How dare he.
Hayley was born on August Second around ten in he morning, and of course everything went fine until they found out their daughter had bi polar disorder. It wasn¡¯t too serious, so they acted as if nothing was wrong. A couple years went by, and at the mere age of seven Hayley was prescribed lithium. Her father grew up hating his daughter, and the mother never did know. One night when Christy was out (she was excepting again as was Maria) and they decided to have a pregnant girls night out leaving eight year Hayley at home with her daddy. Jeffree set her down with Hayley giggling thinking it was a game. He slipped of her pants. Jeffree molested Hayley, and continued doing so until she was about eleven. No one ever knew. Hayley was told not to tell anyone. She wanted out. She wanted an escape.
They moved out of their apartment, because both of her parents were ever horse related people and wanted to get involved again. Everyday of the week Hayley would be out in there family¡¯s property training for the next barrel racing compotation that her father was forcing her to compete in. Sure, Hayley loved her horse, but she just wasn¡¯t into that whole scene. She preferred moshing, but due to the small town hardly any good bands came to play, therefore causing Hayley to be alone on a five hour trail riding herding cattle with the old folks on a Saturday afternoon. Fun.
Until one night during her freshmen year she was invited to a senior party. Not thinking, she quickly went. The party was going good until they started playing truth or dare. She decided to take a dare (slightly scared of all the seniors) , and to her surprise this dare would ruin her. Her crush at the time dared her to sleep with the super sexy English teacher tomorrow night and video tape it. The next night Hayley went to the teachers house for ¡°tutoring¡± and ended up in his bed. She taped it, brought it to school and was the talk of Franklin until her crush decided to give the tape to the principle. Hayley was expelled, and the teacher lost his job. Franklin had no other high schools to attend. Oh boy. This was bad.
Hayley was home schooled by a good family friend that had a nineteen year old son. That nineteen year old son asked Hayley on a date (she was fifteen) and she accepted it one night after ¡°class¡± was over. She swore she was in love, but he asked her if she wanted to have fun. Hayley was a little suspicious of what he meant by fun. Next thing she knew, Hayley was shooting up heroin. Never in a million years would she have ever taken drugs, but she didn¡¯t want to loose him. Hayley loved him. Of course, five nights and fixes later he dumped her for a cousin of Hayley¡¯s. She was ending up like the very man who molested her¡¦
i'd wait all my life for you
lyrics copyright houston calls. this amazing application sheet was made by
sydneyx of the white pages, not you, kay? should you feel the need to take
off the credit, steal it, and/or claim it as your own, she will hunt you down
and tie you to a refridgerator before mailing you to the artic circle to be
eaten by vicious polar bears. gasp! so, no matter how tempted you are,
don't steal it, alright? kthxbai. (: