[A R I] &&am I too much for you?

[Ada.:.Linde]

Ari! STOLE YOUR HEART;

They call me Merge and I've shot for the moon 15 times.
You know you all love me and you can contact me via satelite probably o.o I'm an alien..
Ktxbi.

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» There Goes my Hero;

THe birth certificate reads Ariniem Justiel Rolando
But Everyone Calls Me Ari, idiot[:'(] , Erin
Ive Been Breaking Hearts for 15 years
The say I Am Labled crazy, not working.
Ive Been Told I Look Like Alexa Melo

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» Rock and Roll, Baby.;

I am so tall 5.3
And I Weigh 103 pounds
Ive Bee Ninked And Pierced Ears. No other
They always say I look like

Ari is an extremely unique character indeed.
You will soon find out just how much. We'll start
with her over all shape. She is extremely good
looking with dark olive shade skin,and a near
perfect body. Her legs have a great amount of
muscle and her arms are smooth. She has no acne
whatsoever and is quick to tell you how proud she
is of that fact.

Her face- well- as stated she has no acne. Her eyes
are a dark brown, pretty much black to sight. Her
vision is not good so indeed she wears contacts.
At times she re-colors her eyes with colored contacts
but only on a rare occasion. Her lips are thick and her
teeth slightly crooked but very white. Her cheekbones
are high set and her eyes are large. Eyelashes are long
and beautiful and her eyebrows are thin.

Long- naturaly wavy hair casades down her back
reaching about half way down. Her waist is a bit
in the wider side but she is not atall thick. On bad
weeks she can look thin because she forgets to eat.
On good weeks she looks just right. She has no
freckles or such and usualy wears a fair amount of
makeup on her face. She sometimes dyes her hair
red,green,yellow,blue you name it she's tried it.

This Is What Makes Me Stand Out

Ari is a normal looking girl for the most part. Nothing
standing out atall, but when she has those days when
she cannot control herself? There is a strange look to
her normaly placid brown eyes. A wild, untamable look
that you would find in the most spirited of animals.

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» Chances Taken, Hope Embraced;

I Adore

• Fantasy
  
• To imagine
  
• Making friends
  
• Laughing and smiling
  
• Having fun
  
• Music
  
• Dancing

I Abhor

• The realism of life.
  
• Worrying
  
• Bossiness[and boy will she tell you]
  
• Liars
  
• Geeks xD
  
• Pesimists

I Rock

She can see the good in anything.
Making others smile
Talking others into things

I Suck

Understanding simple things
Being seriouse
Making speeches

I Do

Stutters when she is excited
She has busy legs :)

I Want
&&to make others laugh
&&to show others that being different-[mental disorders]
arent always a bad thing.
&& to be a bird when she grows up
I Fear

&&That something will kill her
&&Witches [?why?]
&&Dogs

I Shut up

Truthfuly this is not a secret atall.
Everyone knows but she doesnt
know that they know. She has a
mental disorder called Brief Psychotic
Disorder.

I am

Ari- dear Ari. So...different from any other human.
In good and bad ways alike. The first thing that
you should know is that she is like two people. Not
in the way that you would think- you know- the devil
and the demon. But literaly two people. She has a
mentality disorder that makes her at times- Psychotic.

At one time she is a normal teenage girl. Bubbly and
just the sweetest of girls- literate and lovable. But
those other times? Well- She hallucionates things
unimaginable Things fiction and made up. Yet she
believes them to be real. She speaks unclearly-
sometimes not making any sense atall. She might
say something perfectly backwards, or something
having nothing to do with a subject. Sometimes she
was just cease talking as if she where holed up inside
of herself, for days or weeks at a time.

Sometimes she screams as if she is dying- for reasons
unknown. She has been tested and the closest thing
they can think that she has is Brief Psychotic Disorder
though they can not be sure. She may stop eating for
a while- ending in the hospitals because of it. She will
forget where she is and become extremely afraid- shaking
uncontrollably or she will forget who she is. She is
completely not herself at these times, and everyone
is afraid of her because of it.

But at the times when she is herself- the real Ari-
she is the best friend anyone can ask for. Kind and
unjudging, she loves to help others out and is
extremely smart. The only problem is that she
doesn't understand that she has a problem because
she never remembers those Psychotic times.

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» I Know I Won't Be Home At All;

I Came From

Rai Rolando-50 years old,pedietritian
Kind older woman who- with her husband adopted Ari. She
took the task cheerfuly and because of her medical abilities
is able to help her daughter more than anyone else. She is
the reason that Ari is even the way she is now.

Charlie Rolando-52 years old,Police
Gentle but firm man of great ability to calm the most
frightened. Adopted Ari with Rai. Though not so young
anymore he works skillfuly and in turn is paid fairly
considering his job. Loves to come home to smiling faces
after a hard days work.
I Share My Dna With

Kelly Rolando-6 years young, still in school
Kelly- like the other 2 children is adopted- she is an albino
girl and she always has a cheerful attitude. She loves to play
out and tag along with Ari when Ari is not sick.

Shane Forge-13 years young, still in school
The only one of the whole Rolando family considered a 'stick
in the mud' He never smiles or laughs, only glares boredly at
you through long hair. He was recently adopted and refuses
to let go of the past- gang fighting- or his former last name.

I Come From the slums of Mexico
But I Live Here Now Pinewood Virginia
This Is Who I was

Was it realy that long ago?
A newborn in the slums of mexico. And you
know how children are treated in slums.
Dirty, starving, neglected. The last thing you
would ever think of would be love in these
horrid places. This is how Ari started her life.
Her mother was a 15 year old girl and her father
a white drunk from who knows where.

She was born into a world of darkness and
cruelty. She lay on the floor, crying most days
while her mother foraged for food and drugs.
Yes- she was a drug baby. That explains her..
mentality. Her mother returned late every
night and left early in the morning. Ari became
very sick after a month of living in the slums.

But- atleast her mother had a little bit of heart
unlike many. When she saw her daughter sick
she walked to a fire house a mile or so off and
dropped her child off with a rag over her thin
little face. That was where the firemen found her.

I swear- as Time goes by

At age three she had been in the adoption agency
most of her life. Already it was clear that there was
something wrong with her. She would withdrawl into
her self for day-weeks, she was slow to learn to walk
and her speech was slow and strange at times. But
she was a drug baby. Life progressed for her and by
the time she was 6 every child in the home was deathly
afraid of her. She had no friends- she was normal most
of the time but at other times she would sit there and
scream for hours on end. It was horrific.

You rescued me

Finaly after 6 years in the adoption center
Ari was adopted bu Rai and Charlie- They
took her with them to America. She
was severely messed up, having 'episodes'
often and untrusting of everyone. It took
over 4 years for her to start trusting and
becoming the girl she is today. Rai took her
in for many brain tests to find what was wrong
with her and after a while the doctors settled
on the idea that she had Brief Psychotic disorder.

They put her on a medication for it but her
body rebuked it. It had no effect on her. She
would just have to deal with this all of her life.
One thing they said that might possibly help
her would be a reliable friend. Not human-
animal. She was afraid of dogs for whatever
reason so her parents decided to but her a
horse. Thats how she ended up in Pinewood.

This Is Who I am

I don't know why everyone stares at me like
I'm an animal- it scares me. Help?

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» This Heart It Beats;

I Lust Straight
I Love

When sane :p

• dark hair
  
• uniqueness
  
  I Loathe
  
• Normality
  
• Anyone that thinks she's crazy[bwahahaha]
  

Maybe I loved
None
Maybe I Didnt
N/A

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» This Is How We'll Dance;

I Bow Down dude
I Am Awesome
Look at anything posted under Collin Sivlin or Rainey Zepheir :)

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Thanks Isa for helping =]

[Chuck Bass]

Accepted

Nice Job Mergeh