{Alessandra} Surprise surprise! {Sebastian}

[Sebastian Kings]

Sebastian

Shes got every quality
From A all the way to Z
Its easy to see shes the perfect girl
Shes got every single thing
That makes up my wildest dreams
Somtimes I still cant quite believe shes holding me

Sebastian breathed a few deep ragged breaths. His strong chest rose and fell shakily. There didn't seem to be enough air in the stall to satisfy Seb's light headedness. His hand trembled as it closed around her narrow shoulders. He was sure Alessandra could hear his heart as it beat so hard, he swore he could see it coming out of his chest, through his half buttoned shirt. Sebastian's bottom lip trembled slightly before hit bit it, hard. Suddenly she spoke I'm fine... ok thats not true... Its a long story. You can't really, its about the baby...

[/s] Sebastian winced at the word. Baby. A shiver ran up his spine. Don't get me wrong, Sebastian liked kids, most of them, quite a bit actually. But this was wrong. On so many levels. Yet, his grip around her tightened, pulling her closer, against his chest. Sebastians other shaky hand closed around the small of Alessandra's back.

The hand that held her shoulders firmly, slowly traced up her bare arm shakily wiping the tear from her eyes. It cupped her face softly. I'm gettign married. I'm gettign married. I'm gettign married. I'm gettign married. The beating of his pulse flooded his ears. The look in her eyes seared into his soul. The warmth of her body against his confuzed his own. Their faces were very close, close enough to... well.... you know.... Sebastian's eyes suddenyl widened I'm getting married Sebastian blurted out softly. The two stayed in akward position for a few seconds before Sebastian's hands dropped to his sides. He blinked, twice. And heaved a huge sigh of relief. At possibly the most akward moment his life, Sebastian was finally comfortable. This was actually closure, in a way. He chuckled softly I'm getting married... he repeated. There was a different look in her eyes now, he understood her silent message and with that she was gone. Sebastian followed after her, a few steps behind her.... Just watching..... [/size][/blockquote]

Shes got it all my heart my soul my wishes
All of my love my hugs my kisses
Everything that means anything at all
All my life I been hopin
I could give someone such devotion
Every sweet memory I can recall
She got it all

[Tyler Haze]

Strangely enough, Tyler felt slightly relieved as the pain flooded over his bruised and scarred body. That was the one thing he could rely on to be faithful, the pain. Everywhere he turned there was more of it, and he had no reason to worry about it ever deserting him. Of course...it hadn't always been there. Back when he was one of those guys who everyone liked, the nerds, the preps, the jocks...everyone...there hadn't been any pain. It all started when he was introduced to it with Jacob's death, which lead to his parents' divorce, which lead to him dropping out and being rejected by society, which lead him to the life of a criminal, which lead to his getting shot and thrown in jail, which lead to the knife fight and him getting stabbed, which lead to him going back to jail, and then lead him to the insane horse, which lead to him getting beat up really bad, which lead him to Pinewood, which lead him to actually trusting someone and having what was left of his shattered hope ripped out when she turned out to be just like everyone else.

Yes, Pain was his only friend now. He let his body relax into the ground, allowing everything to just roll over him like usual. He became that passive guy that everyone knew him to be. Honestly...he sort of almost dozed off for a second and probably would have if Z hadn't interrupted him. A loud crash and piercing whinny from right behind him startled Tyler back into reality. He glared up at the equine, but then noticed that he was looking towards something. Tyler followed his gaze, and his eyes landed on the cop car that had just pulled up. Damn...he was in no condition for one of these stupid "check ups." For crying out loud he could take care of himself well enough, he didn't need any cops checking in on him once a week. Especially today of all days, with blood all over the place, his ribs bruised, his hand bandaged, and that gash in his abdomen. No this was not a good time.

Tyler pulled himself painfully to his feet, and stood there with that icy glare locked on the car for a moment before picking up his blood stained shirt and pulling it back on. Over that, to cover the blood, he grabbed his jacket and pulled that on. Now just for his blasted hand...ah well, that didn't matter, he wasn't planning on sticking around anyway. He turned around to walk away, but stopped short when he saw Alessandra coming towards him with another guy in tow. Oh lovely...which would he rather face? The two cops who hated him, or the girl he'd gotten pregnant and her boyfriend...both of whom probably hated him?

Honestly, he'd rather not face either of them right now, but he really had no choice. With a sigh of frustration, he leaned back against the stall door and decided to let fate pick which he would be stuck talking to first. Behind him, Z was growing impatient. The gray horse paced angrily, tossing his head and stopping to paw fiercely at the floor as if to dig his way out. He didn't like strangers as it was, but when Tyler was all tense like he was now, it only heightened the horse's dislike of people he didn't know.

[Sam Lettington]

Wow as if she didn't feel like a whore slut snank and everything else. Sebastian was getting married... that explained his nervousness... to an extent. He was probably worried that his soon to be bride would walk in and... She didn't know. She didn't know anything anymore. That was just great. Here she was pregnant jumping from one guys arms to the next... and one of the guys is getting married. She probably looked like... anything but good. Sebastian was a good guy and the last thing she wanted was to ruin what he had... that explained why he left her. Figured. Just her luck. When she finally found a good one he leaves her for another girl. She was begining to think that it was meant for her to feel crappy. To feel like she could do nthing but screw everything up. Him being engaged... only complicating things more. She was even more confused and didn't know what to do. Should she turn around and explain things to Sebastian... Or Keep walking to fix things with Tyler...

But her decision was made for her. She looked up and there he was. Sitting there. She knew he knew she was right there. It was obvious. And from the looks of it he wanted nothing to with her. She stopped and jumped when a loud crash came from his horses stall. She opened her eyes.... when she did there was two cops at the entrance of the barn. Her eyes widened in worry. And they jumped from Tyler to the cops. This was it that was where she drew the line... more like it was drawn for her. She couldn't take all this not at the same time. She wasn't strong like Tyler or Like Alex. She couldn't take one... A past love who now was getting married.... and the father of her child... who she probably chased away.... and him possible getting arrested again... and being pregnant...

She was suddenly feeling very light headed. She took a few steps closer Tyler and flinched again as his horse went bazerk. They whole barn got quiet. The room started to wable a bit. She felt torn between some many things... She just wanted someone to tell her it was going to be ok. She wanted someone to hold her close and tell her she was going to be ok... and she wasn't a bad person. But she knew she wasn't going to get that here. She didn't want to put that on Sebastians hands... and Tyler... well she probably just killed any trust he had in her. she took another step... but it was hard. The room was spinning her head was pounding. She looked down at her stumach. She wasn't going into labor or anything. What was wrong with her? "Ty....Tyler?" Her voice questioned what was going on. But it was more of a whisper.

Then in less then a second. Her knees buckled. And she fell to the ground. Not in a just tipped over way... but more of a crumbling way so she didn't hit it hard. She fainted. It was no wonder with all the stress and the moving around and crying... and Tyler and Sebastian.. and then the cops. How much did she have to take on all in one day. She fell into a sleep. It was just easier that way. Infact she almost felt relieved that she had passed out. Her body limp laying in the middle of the Stable Hall. Sure it wasn't exactly safe or the perfect timing but what happened had happened. She could here what went on outside her but it was mumbled and a bit fuzzy. But she blocked it out and everything seemed so peaceful.

Pictures popped into her head. First it was her... then that faded and sebastian... and that faded.... then Tyler... and he faded... and finally... the baby after the baby popped into her head she whispered "You said you wouldn't leave me"... but that one didn't fade it transfromed... and she was holding the baby.... there was another figured there definately a guy but before she could see the face... She came back. Pain seared through her body her head was pounding in pain as she tried to piece together what wsa going on. Everything as a bit fuzzy at first but she focused and it came out clear. She looked around... only to find herself still in the barn... better here then some hospital... she wanted to avoid white sterylized rooms until the very last minute. Everything came flooding back to her... Tyler. Sebastian getting married.... the baby.... the cops... everything. She felt sick... not the i wanna hurl sick though. It was more of a what have i done? sick. She felt horribley guilty in more ways then one.

She wanted to go home.. like they'd let her drive now... Which meant she would probably have to call Alex to come and get her. But she thought Alex ws with Anthony and didn't want to ruin their time... Well she already screwed up 2 other people why not 2 more... Plus she was convincing herself more and more she had just screwed up any chances her baby had for having a farelly decent life. Way to go Mom. Every negative thought possible seemed to enter her head at that moment. She wasn't even sure who was there if anyone... she really wouldn't blame them if they left her there. She had screwed up enough... this day just seemed to get worse and worse.. So it was time she made her own luck. She was going to fix everything if it was the last thing she did...

She pulled herself up into the sitting position. Still fully consumed with her thought and not the outside world... plus she felt like she couldn't really hear anything even if she wanted to. She had to fix everything... she needed to explain things to sebastian... and then appologize to Tyler... and no matter how things went she knew after that.. it would be ok. She knew she still had Alex to help her even if both these guys bailed on her. She felt a pang of pain hit her. He said he wouldn't leave her... He said he would help her.. But now what... she had chased him away that was what. She couldn't help it being pregnant made he do stuff she normally wouldn't do. She felt like she was in the ocean. and a huge wave nocked her over and every time she tried to get up another one came and nocked her right back down. She needed someone to help her stand up against the waves... Who would that be?

[Tyler Haze]

Ty...he wasn't sure if she was calling him Ty or if she was just momentarily pausing in the middle of his name before going on and repeating it with his full name. But no one had called him Ty in years, not since before he dropped out. It had been the name all of his real friends had called him...or at least he had thought they were real friends. Most of them ended up hating him later on when he screwed up his life, and he didn't blame them for it. He hated himself too. But being called Ty sort of surprised him, and caused a slight softening of his expression.

Then, quite unexpectedly, she passed out. Without even thinking or second guessing his choice, Tyler stepped forwards quickly, reaching her just as she hit the floor. He wasn't sure if she had meant to say it, but she did. And dammit she was right. He had promised her he wouldn't leave her. He may have been a lot of things, but a lier wasn't one of them, and promises were huge in his opinion. As far as he could remember, he'd never broken one, or made one he couldn't keep. So as much as he was pretty upset with her, he wasn't going anywhere...just like he had said he wouldn't.

Apparently his cop friends didn't notice that she had passed out before Tyler even touched her, and seeing her on the ground with Tyler standing over her...they jumped to conclusions and thought he'd done something to this pregnant girl and the other guy was coming to help her or stop Tyler from doing anything else to her. So before Tyler ended up hurting two people, they ran up and grabbed him, pretty much slammed him against a wall, twisting his arm behind his back and snapping hand cuffs on his wrists. Great, just what Tyler needed to make a scene and have any observers come to the same conclusion that the cops had.

What'd you do to her? one of the cops growled, jerking Tyler to where he was facing Alessandra. She was starting to come to now, and he could only hope that Alessandra and the other guy wouldn't think he was being arrested for something else, and say nothing. Otherwise, it'd be off to jail for Tyler...for the third time. These two cops really really disliked Tyler, and they had intentionally made the cuffs too tight so that they would cut into him with every motion he made. He said nothing though, about them being too tight or in response to the question. He knew it didn't matter what he said.

With his arms behind him, Tyler's coat was no longer covering the entirety of the blood on his shirt, and the cops noticed it skeptically. What on earth had he been doing here in their absence? For the first two weeks they'd had to follow him around like shadows to ensure his safety, which Tyler had hated, and this was his first week without his constant annoyances following him around. In their minds, he couldn't be trusted to be alone and they figured they'd be following him around until the day he died.

Ah Tyler, so misunderstood. His whole life revolved around misunderstandings. How was he supposed to know what her name was if he'd been totally drunk when he'd been told what it was? How could these cops think he'd do anything to hurt a girl...especially a pregnant one? How was he supposed to get his screwed up life turned around if there wasn't anybody to point him in the right direction? How was he supposed to get a job and start taking care of himself if no one would give him a chance? It was all just one giant mess of misunderstandings.

He didn't expect Alessandra or the other guy to say anything. After all, from the way she had stormed off he was pretty sure she hated him, and the guy...well she'd probably told him what he'd done to her, and he was probably coming to kill him or something. I'm not going back on my word. He said in that icy tone of his, which completely confused the cops. They were too dense not to realize he was talking to Alessandra, not them. I said I'm not going anywhere, and if I can help it, I'm not. By that of course, he meant if he didn't get carted off to jail again.

The cuffs were really starting to dig into his wrists now, and it was quite painful, but as before, he stayed silent. He could feel the blood trickling down his hand and dripping slowly from his fingers to the floor. It wasn't anything he could die from or anything, but it was a rather intense annoyance. If he could, Tyler would have liked to taken both of the cops out, but he was rather subdued at the moment, and unable to do anything, so he just stood there, waiting for them to decide what to do with him.

When the cops grabbed Tyler and slammed him against the wall, Z went totally nuts. There was no way he was letting anybody hurt the only human he'd ever been able to trust. His fury increased to the point of near insanity as he shrieked in rage and threw himself at the stall door. His hooves crashed against the door again and again, each time more powerfully than the last. If they didn't let him go to stop the enraged animal, he was going to break out of there and kill somebody...most likely the person who was hurting his human. Even though Z had gone nuts on Tyler and kicked him, Tyler was still the one human that had handled him and hadn't ever hurt him, that was really something in the horse's mind.

[Sebastian Kings]

Sebastian

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder 
You get your fill to eat 
But always keep that hunger 
May you never take one single breath for granted 
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed 
I hope you still feel small 
When you stand by the ocean 
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens 
Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance

Sebastian hung back, watching the distraught young woman. She looked so confused. The look of utter confusion on her face reminded Sebastian of himself. Not now of course, but earlier, even a few months ago. Sebastian felt a pang of guilt as he realized what had happened between he and Alessandra. They'd found each other in the midst of both their crazy careers. They connected at first, Sebastian liked the security of having a girlfriend, but he was not in love. Sadly, he realized now, she was. He winced as he thought of how he must've hrt her by leaving. Of course he cared about her, but as a friend, as a girlfriend she just filled a void for him. He stepped forward, about to speak when he saw the other guy. He was probably about the same hieght as Sebastian but he sure seem smaller, maybe it was just the way he stood...

Ty- Tyler... she murmured. Sebastian furrowed his brow, what was going on. He stiffed his hands in his pockets and just watched smoe more, hanging back, but keeping his eye on the other man. There was smoething about him he didn't like. No, he didn't like it at all. Sebastian didn't even notice the two officers approaching. Then suddenly she collapsed. Sebastian lurched forward. Ale! he gasped. Rushing to her side. You said you would'nt leave me... she mumbled. The words struck him like a bullet. Sebastian stuttered over words. He didn't mean to hurt her. Damnit he didn't mean to hurt anyone. How did he manage to fuck everything up. His hands reached out to touch her, but he couldn't, they hovered over her, shaking. Sebastian gulped, I'm so sorry Alessandra! I never meant to hurt you! he said hastily, but truely. At the exact time he said his apology the other guy was there, saying his. The two males words were jumbled together. I said I'm not going anywhere, and if I can help it, I'm not Sebastian's eyes diverted from Alessandra's expressionless face to look at the younger man's. He had short, buzzed hair. A strong face, the scars showed his hardship. But his eyes, they sent an uninvited shiver down Sebastian's spine. He set his jaw and emitted an angry sigh. He looked back to Alessandra. He pushed some hair off of her forehead gently, Ale, can you hear me? he asked softly.

[/blockquote]

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance 
Never settle for the path of least resistance 
Living might mean taking chances 
But they're worth taking 
Lovin' might be a mistake 
But it's worth making 
Don't let some hell bent heart 
Leave you bitter 
When you come close to selling out 
Reconsider 
Give the heavens above 
More than just a passing glance 

[Sam Lettington]

She started to come too and heard seb ask is she could hear him. She shook her head a bit. She saw the cops and Tyler. Then looked back to Sebastian. Well that didn't make things worse. She sat up and looked to Sebastian. Everything was so messed up. How had she managed to confuse even herself? She looked over and the cops had shoved Tyler around but she heard his response to her. Tears flowed down her cheeks. But he face showed no expression. But she also heard Sebastian. It hurt. Sebastian was that guy she fell hard for... and when he left she fell apart... so the first good day at work... she celebrated...in a inappropriate way. And now here she was prego and in the middle. So much was going on she didn't know what to do.

She looked up at Sebastian. He seemed scared worried... nervous? She put her hand on his cheek and smiled. "Its ok Seb" She wanted him to know it wasn't his fault."I know you didn't mean to... I forgive you." Nor was is Tylers. It was hers. She was being irresponsible. She was being over dramatic. And she hated that. She never meant for it to go this far... or get this complicated. Maybe it would have been best if she didn't tell Tyler. Gosh so much had gone wrong this day. She hated being pregnant.. not only because of what it had caused. But it made her mood change constantly. And Earlier when she slapped tyler... well that wasn't her. Normally she would have laughed and told him. But with the baby and such she wasn't at her best needless to say.

She dropped her hand from his face and looked to Tyler. The cops had cuffed him and now his jacket wasn't covering his wound so the blood was expossed. She winced slightly at the thought of anyone being in pain... Not only physically but emotionally. She hated seeing others in pain. Sure Seb had hurt her... badly and him leaving left her heart broken. But she and Alex both agreed never to let a boy make them cry. And she never went back on that promise. No guy was worth it if he was going to abandon her. She still wasn't sure if she could trust him though.... But he seemed to be doing pretty well.. seeing how he was getting married. She could barely believe that... she must be some girl for him to commit like that... She was a bit jealous.

She pushed her fat but up off the ground and stood up. She walked slowly over to the cops and Tyler. He probably wanted nothing to do with her. But she was going to be nice. She stopped infront of Tyler and looked up into his eyes. She could see his rough gaze.. but it wasn't just that. There was more being them. A lost sould. Someone who desperately just wanted someone to love them. To understand him and help him. With out thinking she put her hands on his face and kissed him. She knew it probably would confuse him and Seb and even the cops more.. but you could say she was really just nuts. She was lost and confused and didn't know what she was doing anymore.
She so wanted to burry her fac in his chest and just have him hold her. But she held herself back. He probably would reject her. Heck if she was him she would. She would hate herself if she was in one of their shoes. Her eyes crystal clear from crying... still crying.. the tears kept flowing she wasn't even sure where they were coming from.

She jumped and flinched at his phsyco horse's temper tantrum. Breaking their eye lock. She turned and looked athe the cops. "Can you please un cuff him?" She said rather annoyed. There was no point in hand cuffing him. He hadn't done anything wrong. Well... not what they thought anyway. He was actually being rather nice to her.. compared to how he could of treated her. She looked back to him guilt written in her face. "I'm so sorry." She was She felt horrible. He would have probably been better off with out her... And her extra package... When she was single they used to refer to a girl like her as a two in one package. She hated that thought. It disgusted her.

She was exhausted.. First riding... then seeing Tyler. Then having to remember all that had happened... Then crying and slapping him... The seeing seb... then the news of his marriage. The the cops... and fainting... and now... well here they are. It was all very overwhelming. Being pregnant sucked. She needed to take a warm shower... and wash away the day. She felt horrible dumoing all this on Tyler. And then Sebastian.. she felt bad for tempting him.. or whatever she had done. Flirted... or lead him on. She hadn't meant to. Right now she wasn't sure if she could handle all this confusion. She needed someone to just make everything go away. And just start over.. make a clean slate. Make things go back to the way they were.... And to think earlier she wished she had what Alex and Anthony had.. now well. now was confusing.. she really wasn't sure what was going on.

First there was Tyler the father of her soon to be child. He was lost and a mess... not that she cared. She wanted him to know that he could trust her. She never wanted to hurt him. She wanted her child to know their father... even if it was just barelly. She wasn;t going to explain to her child that her dad was in jail.. or gone because this wasn't planned. She knew he promised he would stick around. But she wanted him to trust her.. and to not hate her. Had she totally just ruined that? She hoped not. She wasn't sure who needed whom more. Him or Her. She was pretty sure it was about the same.

The there was Sebastian.. but really seb wasn't there... He had been her first real heart break. He just up and left her.. not special goodbye no explination he just left.. He left her heart broken. And she handled it the best she could... burrying herself in work. And now she finds out in her time of need that he's getting married. She knew he didn't love her... not now... but she had.. she didn't love him anymore. But she had. And he killed that. Her trust in him was faiding. He was getting married. And she was pregnant. And now she felt like she was just confusing him... maybe even hurting him.

She stepped back from Tyler and looked at the ground. She didn't know what to do. Which seemed to be happening a lot as of late. But what was she going to do about it. Unless someone told her what to do, she was just going to keep guissing.. and that wasn't working out to well anymore. She felt like she had made so many mistakes in just the last hour. She felt horrible and even a little sick. And she kept flinching because Tylers horse was freaking out.... She started to get a head ache. She looked over her shoulder. to see if sebastian was there or if he had left or if he was coming closer. For some reason she didn't think him and Tyler would get along to well. they were just to different. She wanted to hug them both. But she felt awkward around Seb now. She didn't want him to think she was trying to sudduce him or anything. She just needed someon. She didn't want to tempt him. And tyler well he probably hated her.... Yeah this wold was cold.

[Tyler Haze]

Tyler stood still and silent as Alessandra and the other guy...Seb as she called him...interacted. He looked a bit dejected because of the assumption that he had done something to hurt her, but that impenetrable air about him was still strong and very much real. Tyler, by nature, always seemed like the kind of person who couldn't be touched by anything. So far, the only person who had seen the side of him that could feel was Alessandra...and that hadn't lasted very long. Although Tyler probably looked like he hated her, he really honestly didn't. She may have shattered his last hope of finding someone who cared, but the shards were still embedded in him, and still working their magic on him.

Inwardly he was seething towards the other guy. He didn't know who he was, but he'd apologized for hurting her. Now Tyler knew that it probably wasn't possible for anyone to hurt her more than he had...considering she'd been carrying around that pain for eight months. But still, he felt for some reason incredibly defensive over her. Outwardly though, there wasn't even so much as a subtle hint to that. He just looked like someone who hated the world, and had no other emotions at all that he was even capable of. Most of the time it was true, but right now it wasn't...although it would appear so to anyone else.

He was relieved when she got to her feet and moved towards him...though he wasn't sure what her intentions were. The way he figured it she was just going to slap him again. As she came closer, the two cops tightened their grip on his arms, there was no way they were going to let him hurt her again...since they were still convinced that he had done something to her before. You know, it was funny...Tyler couldn't remember the last time someone had jumped to a good conclusion about him. The court concluded that he had attacked those guys in the street, Alessandra concluded that he would up and leave and then that he was a "jerk," the cops concluded that he had hurt her, and this Seb guy...well Tyler could only imagine that he had concluded the worst about him.

Usually, Tyler could easily hold another person's stare, but this was different. Hers wasn't one of someone staring because they were wondering what on earth he was doing there or who he was. Hers wasn't a glare of "I hate you." It was more of a searching stare, the first one he had ever come across that penetrated through his emotionless barrier and into his mind. It was like she could see everything, like she knew what was really going on in his head. He could only take that for so long, and dropped his gaze to the floor. Before he knew what was happening though, her gentle hands were on his face, and her soft lips were pressed against his.

At first, his entire body stiffened as if to resist her touch, but only a moment later, any and all tenseness left his body. When she pulled back, he realized that he had kissed her in return, without even knowing it. That was the first time he had really honestly been kissed when he wasn't drunk and getting laid. To tell the truth, he was actually quite taken aback by it, in a good way. He was almost like a fish out of water, he didn't know what to do or how to react. Anything he could have said would have been stupid, and there wasn't a whole lot he could do while his hands were chained behind his back. If it weren't for those handcuffs he probably would have slid his arms around her waist when she kissed him.

He hadn't been expecting her to ask them to un cuff him though. The cops hesitated, but then decided that since she had just kissed him and requested that they let him go, he must not have done anything to her. His hands fell to his sides again as the cold metal shackles were freed from him. He quickly pushed his hands into his pockets hoping she hadn't seen the bloody ring around his wrists that had bled down onto his hands. She'd already done enough for him...besides, he didn't want to have more bandages. It was strange, the way he was thinking. Normally, he would have been cussing all of them out, but he hadn't said a word.

It was strange, feeling this way, so he stepped away, a bit too hastily, and moved over to Z, to stop his brutal attack on the stall door. He reached up and grasped the horse's halter with his right hand, which stopped all the furious pounding. His human had gotten away from those other guys who were hurting him, so he was perfectly satisfied to stand quietly and appear like a normal horse. Anyone who saw him right now would probably believe that he had just come in from a work out and the sweat hadn't been brushed off of him just yet. They might even be lead to think that Z was a nice horse...ha! what a thought that was.

[Sebastian Kings]

As soon as her eyes opened, there they were, Tears. Oh how he hated tears, he hated to see a girl cry. He winced as she looked at him. The guilt was almost too much to bare. For once, he was happy. He and Chey were genuinely happy. They were getting married, they were had hopes and dreams, and Sebastian was quite sure that once she caught wind of this, things couldn't be the same. Her soft, cold hand swept over his burning cheek, it brought a sliver of comfort to him and she opened her pink lips to speak: It's okay Seb

[/s] she sobbed, his nickname passed her lips so familiarly it was scary. I know you didn't mean to.... I forgive you...[/s] Sebastian gulped nervously. His jaw clenched and reclenched he was worried, nervous and scared. Worried about Alessandra, nervous knowing that Chey would arrive hom at any minute, scared. Scared for the future and waht was to come, scared of being a husband, scared of being a father, scared of being.... a failure....

Alessandra stood, her legs were wobbly and shaky, reminding Sebastian of a foal, taking her first steps. She looked to Tyler, then to the cops, restraining him, then back to himself. Sebastian stood aswell. He knew he had to stay here, but the urge to step towards her, comfort her and help her was almost too strong to bare. He took a deep ragged breath. She stepped towards Tyler. Tyler.... Haze? He suddenly knew where he'd recognized the young mans face, from the newspaper.... He was a criminal, in and out of jail for various reasons... Sebastian knew he didn' like him from the start. His realization just confirmed his suspicions, this guy was bad news. He didn't like the was he look at Alessandra. He didn't like the way thi punk looked at her, it wasn't right... Sebastian took a few steps closer. He didn't like the way those cops held onto him for dear life. Another few steps...

Sebastian stepped wearliy into the apartment. He set his briefcase down and removed his black sports jacket, leavin him in just a button down shirt. Ale? he called. Bright eyes and bushy tailed Alessandra tip toed into the living room. Sebastian couldn't help but smile, she was so vibrant, so lively, sometimes she seemed like a child. While he, overworked and too serious seemed much older than his twenty two years. Hey Hon[/s] she said, wrapping her slender arm around his neck in a warm embrace. Sebastian, in turn, took her toned waist into his strong arms and nestled his face in her neck. Mmmm hey babe he moaned exageratedly, he was tired, exhausted actually. Ale giggled softly and pressed her skilled lips against his neck. Sebastian sighed contently and breathed in her sweet scent. Sebastian felt rejuvinated as she seductively whispered i nto his ear. His work-worn hands raked up her sides, pulling with them her shirt. She laughed like a child and pulled his face to her. The kisses they shared were amazing, this one, particulary good. Sebastian flopped back on the leather sofa, and was lulled into a sweet, sensual trance by her soft husky voice...[/i]

Whoa... Sebastian shook him head, trying t rid himself of these strange daydreams. He was standing right behind Alessandra, she in turn was standing directly infront of Tyler. And... if anyone cared, the cops were connected to each side of Tyler... He was watching Tyler intently, detirmined to prove his hypothisis, he was sure tyler would do something horrible to Alessandra. Bt instead Alessandra's hands graced his scarred face, and her lips, her soft luciosu lips. Sebastian's mouth hung open, she kissed him.... She kissed him.... No. No, this wouldn't do. This can't happen. He worng for her, so wrong. The baby, his baby. No way was it growing up with this criminal... He wouldn 't have it, he couldn't. His fists clenched as he saw the guy being uncuffed... Suddenly his fist connected with Tyler's face.... hard. Stay away from her he said, but the look in his eyes conveyed the threat behing his statement.

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[Alex Lovasz]

Alessandra knew exactly what she was doing now. She was doing the right thing. Yes she kissed Tyler. It was better then the words she could have put together. When she did he stiffened, she had expected that, But then unexpectedly he kissed her back. She leaned into him slightly. Once she pulled away he stepped away and grabbed his raging horse's halter. He calmed down almost immidiately. But when he reached up she noticed his bloody hands. Her eyes widened but by the time she turned the cops where gone. And when she turned back Sebastians fist was coming in contact with Tyler's face. Her eyes widened even more and she stepped foreward catching Seb's words. Stay away from her She grabbed Sebastian arm pulling on it to make him face her. She shot him an icey glare.

"Sebastian What the Hell are you Doing?" She held her glare for a moment then softened her eyes and looked to Tyler. What had just happened? How could this have happened. She moved to Tylers side doing her best to help him. This was the last straw. She was a pregnant lady this shouldn't all be happening to her. Not all at the same time. No Now she was mad she didn't want to cause trouble. She was inches from packing up and disapearing again. Tears stained her cheek but the flow was begining to slow. She needed to explain the story to the two of them. The both needed to calm down and let her explain. But how was she supposed to do that if something is constantly happened some fight or some drama was she ever going to be able to clear this up before someone got hurt.. well guess not.

She looked at Sebastian reading his expression. Hoping to find an explaination. I few minutes ago he seemed like he wanted to distance himself as far away from her as he could. Now here he was trying to keep some other guy away from her. And guys said that girls were confusing. But the face he had.. it was one she had seen several times before. It brought back so many memories. Everytime he kissed her... Everytime he hugged her. Everytime he came home from work. Every night spent with him. He broke her heart when he up and left her. SHe never understood how he could do that. And now hearing he was engaged. It hurt sure. But she couldn't let some ex boyfriend turn her life upside down again. She was trying to be responsible and take care of this child.. give them a good life.

But now just looking at him brought it all back. She couldn't speak. She was to afraid her voice would crack and she would start bawling again. She didn't wnt to cry anymore.. Stupid hormones! But Sebastian was taken he had some other girls perfume on him. And she wasn't going to ruin his chance at happiness. No she wouldn't hurt this girl... just like she hurt her. She wouldn't get him into trouble. It was time to grow up. Yes time to move on. Let go of the past... no matter how good it was. She couldn't help but think about how happy she was when they were together. She actually thought she might love him... Well guess what genius he didn't love you back. Instead she got her heart broken, pregnant, and alone. Well a lot of good that was. But she actually think things with Tyler might work. Sure he had gone to jail. But he wasn't a criminal to her. He was just.. well he was lost. And no she didn't want to be the whole hero bit. But she knew she was the only one who would give him that second chance.

He needed that get out of jail free card... Literally. And she was going to be the one to give it to him. She wanted him to be apart of there kids life. She wanted him... not nessiccarily to be a father. He was a bit young for that responsibility. But she needed him the baby needed him. She couldn't lose him... But the whole world seemed to be against this. Against her and him. She was the rich kid and he well he was the rebel that her dad would have restricted her to see. But that didn't matter to her. He was the father to her child and god dammit she was going to keep this family together if it broke her. And at this rate it might very well do so. It was getting late Alex would be wondering where she was... or coming to get her soon. Should she call her and tell her to come,stay.. or should she go somewhere else? It was hard to tell what was going to happen. She just wanted this to all go away.

[Tyler Haze]

Tyler turned back towards the other people just in time to take Seb’s fist to his bottom jaw. Damn that guy hit hard. Since it was so unexpected, Tyler was thrown completely off balance, and barely managed to catch himself on the edge of a tack trunk to avoid hitting the ground. His first instinct was to whip around and hit the guy right back, but he restrained himself from doing so, and rose slowly back up to his feet. He didn’t square his posture quite as much as he usually did to avoid the cops thinking he was going to retaliate. They were supposed to be here to protect him…as if he needed it…but he didn’t expect them to do their job. They very strongly disliked him. He wasn’t at all surprised when they laughed a bit and turned to leave. No doubt they were going to write on their reports that everything was fine, while at the same time really hoping that this other guy was going to beat him senseless.

He straightened up, ignoring the cops, and fully prepared for Seb to come after him again. It wouldn’t be the first person to want to kill him upon meeting him, nor would he be the first person to hit him once, wait for him to get back up, and then go after him again. He’d come to sort of expect it. I mean really, Alessandra slapped him, Seb punched him…and they were two out of three people that he’d met here. He was starting to think that he’d prefer to be at the other stable…at least there he knew who was going to try to kill him…here it could be whoever was right around the corner. Who was this guy anyway? A boyfriend? Well if he was, then Tyler totally deserved to get punched after kissing her…but if he wasn’t…who was he to tell him to stay away? She was pregnant with his kid for crying out loud. Or did he not know that? No, he couldn't know...not unless Alessandra had just told him.

God he was such a mess. Stitches and painful bruises on his ribs, blood soaked shirt, a bandaged hand, both wrists bleeding, aching jaw, and...yes, that was blood he tasted...a bleeding lip. How was that for a nice impression on the stable. He could only hope the stable manager didn't see him like this...she wouldn't think too highly of him if she did. Hell, nobody would think very highly of him if they saw him right now...although they never seemed to think highly of him any time they saw him. Now would be worse though, I mean really, he looked like he'd just walked in from a war zone.

He was pretty sure the pain he was in right now was pretty close to when he got shot. Of course...he didn't really feel that pain since he was totally unconscious, but they had some sort of device to measure pain, and it showed that he was in some pretty intense pain. The impact to his jaw had caused his whole head to pound, like a hangover without the benefit of the high from the alcohol before. If only he could drink...that would fix things right up for him...it always did. But no, so much as a drop of alcohol before 21, and it's straight back to jail for Tyler. It was times like these that drove him mad.

He was going to ask what the hell that was dor, but he already knew, so he kept his mouth shut. Sometimes silence was just better. Besides, he'd probably end up saying something he would regret and just get himself beat up more. Don't get me wrong, Tyler could hold his own in a fight, and if things turned South in a hurry, he had two switchblades on him that had come in handy more than once; but he was determined to stop going to jail, and that meant no fighting back, and he intended on keeping it that way...even if it killed him, which, at this rate, it certainly would kill him, and quickly too.

He wondered if maybe this other guy knew who he was or something...most people did, since he was the infamous Tyler Haze, that guy who'd been in and out of jail time and time again for stupid things that anybody who had their life straight wouldn't have to deal with. He was the infamous Tyler Haze who had been shot three times and barely survived, only to to to prison as soon as he was conscious again. This was the infamous Tyler Haze who was an obsessive alcoholic. This was the infamous Tyler Haze who was blamed for his brother's death. This was the infamous Tyler Haze who had been abused by every government system in the States, and no one cared to cry out for justice for his cause. This was the infamous Tyler Haze who just wanted to understand and be understood, but was seemingly too lost for that to become reality.

[Cheyenne Kings}]

((OOC: ugh, sorry tis not very good xD museless))

Chey's eyes quickly checked the clock on the truck dashboard. Yes, she was back early from her errands. Good, maybe that meant that she could actually be back in time for the 3:00 lessons she was supposed to teach. She felt somewhat bad for leaving it all to Seb anyway, even though she knew he could handle it. She let out a breath, brushing some hair from her forehead. The heat was brutal, and it wasn't helping her exhaustion. Today had been a long one for sure. But the fact that she would get to see Seb again when she got back somehow made it all worthwhile. Her eyes dropped to the diamond on her finger. Actually, it seemed that she couldn't take her eyes off of it. It was like it had some sort of trance that just pulled her to it. She wasn't sure why. Maybe it was her way of reminding herself that the past few weeks really did happen, and that she wasn't dreaming. Call her childish, but it was true. Love does funny things to you she supposed.

A few weeks. Had it been that long already? Could this happiness that seemed to rule her really last that long? Her brow clouded over suddenly. Maybe not. For some reason Seb had not been himself this morning, and she wondered what was up. She bit her lip, telling herself it was nothing. And it probably was. She took a deep breath, pushing the thought to the back of her mind as she pulled into Pinewood. The engine shut off as she pulled the keys from the ignition and opened the truck door, stepping out of the air-conditioned cab and into the hot afternoon air. A small, warm breeze hit the back of her neck as she pulled her hair into a quick pony tail and closed the truck door with her booted foot. The sounds of muffled voices made their way to her ears as she neared the stable hall, and she strained her ears to hear what they were saying as she rounded the corner.

And there she watched as she scene played out in front of her, standing quietly in the darkened corner. A pregnant female lay on the floor, someone crouched over her. Sebastian? By the look on his face he knew her. He was saying something, but she didn't hear it. Actually she probably didn't want to hear it. But she didn't jump to conclusions. Not yet. Before Chey had a chance to react to anything, the female got up, placing her hand on Seb's face. Chey stiffened slightly. For some reason she didn't like the way she looked at him, or the way Seb looked so submissive in front of her. They knew each other somehow... but how? Of course it was ridiculous to assume that Seb had no love life other than Chey, but still... who was this girl? Just then another male was brought to her attention, and two cops. She tried to piece it all together, but couldn't, only able to stand there and watch as it all unfolded.

Out of the blue, the female kissed the stranger, and before Chey could even blink Sebastian took a swing at him, obviously making contact. Chey flinched, holding back a gasp as she took an instinctive step forward as if to stop the fight. "What's-" But she closed her mouth as the dialogue made it's way to her ears. "Stay away from her" Seb's familiar voice rang out harshly, laden with a threatening sort of venom to it. For some reason he was protective over her? "Sebastian what the hell are you doing?" the female's shrill reply came back. So she did know him. This was all too much, and finally Chey forced herself to move. "What's going on?" She asked as she cautiously approached, her eyes flickering from face to face in search of a response.

[Sebastian Kings]

Sebastian let his hand, still in a threatening fist drop to his side. The other male did not fight back. Although Sebastian was ready for it. Sebastian, what the hell are you doing!

[/s] Allessandra shrieked. And then she shot him a look. Lets just say if her eyes were knives, he'd be a dead man. Sebastian looked to the ground, half ashamed, half seething mad. But still one hundred percent confused. What's going on?[/s][/i] his head shot up at the familiar voice. Chey. Shit. Sebastian walked hastily towards her. Hey... he said in almost a whisper. Can I talk to you.... Now He reached for her hand, taking it carefully. He looked down at her hand in his. The diamond gleamed brightly. Oh how he prayed it would still be there at the end of this horrible day. oh how he prayed that she would still spend tonight in his arms.

Sebastian looked back at Tyler and Alessandra. She was looking at him, a confuzed stare, but was there a hint of longing behind it. A little flicker of what was, and what could ahve been. Oh, this was all just so fucked up. Then she turned to Tyler, her expression was almost unreadable. There was... sympathy.. yes sympathy. But also a strange thing, trust? yep there it was there was trust. Sebastian was so confuzed he wld of probably counted on his fingers if they were not intertwined with Chey's. But there was a tiny hint of something else, hope? Hope for the future. Sebastian could've steamed out the ears. He be damned if he'd let that criminal anywhere near his child. Not that he really wanted to be a father, it was a pride thing. You know how guys are....

He walked Chey out of the barn and subsequently out of ear shot. He pushed her very gently back against the barn wall. He took a very deep ragged breath. Okay. You're probably wondering what the fuck is going on.... he began. And I'm gonna do my best to tell you the whole thing. Start to finish. his gaze never wavered from her deep, concerned eyes. But you have to hear me out.... he trailed off. The girl.... that's Alessandra... She was my -uhm- we uh.... Lived together. My uh... Girlfriend? Sebastian winced at the word. he didn't want it to sound like he'd actually been in love between being with her, because it wasn't true. His hand traced her face very softly and carried on. As you can see, she's, well.... Sebastian would let her finish off the obvious. And uhm... Well I'm pretty sure you know how she got that way.... Eight months ago.... when we were... together... He trembled with fear. he hated to be afriad, but he was. He was afraid the love of his life would leave him.... I love you he said almost non-audibly. He looked to the ground, ashamed for himself. I'm sorry. [/blockquote][/size]

[Alex Lovasz]

What in the world was going on. She looked at Sebastian and he avoided her gaze by looking down. How the hell was she supposed to live here... With her ex and the father of her child and the fact that Sebastian obviously disliked him. Not that it was any of his business. He left Her! not the other way around. He crushed her heart! He lead her to believe that he loved her! She loved him...and he stole her heart. And now that she was getting it back....here he was again acting like he cared. He couldn't do that, He couldn't try and conceal her heart. She gave it to him and he broke it. So now she was taking it back. She didn't love him anymore. She didn't care for him like that anymore...Did she? She wasn't sure.. But all she knew was he was getting married and she was going to have Tylers baby.

'Whats going on.' A voice came from behind Sebastian. Keke's eyes darted that way. But before she could react. Sebastian rushed her out. She watched him... That must be her. The girl he left her for... She was gorgeous. Successful obviously since that was the barn manager. She tried to coneal her jealousy. That was one lucky girl right there. He rushed her down the hall and outside the barn. He obviously had a lot of explaining to do... But Keke wasn't exactly sure how he was going to...since he didn't know the whole story. But she would cross that rode when she came to it. This was all just so messed up she needed to clear it all up. Now. She couldn't let this carry on any longer.

She turned to Tyler and decided that he should go first... and that Seb could get his explination after he talked to his fiance... Neither herself or Tyler made a very good first impression now did they. She reached her hand out and slide it over his cheek. "Are you ok... No of course you're not ok." She shook her head stupidly. "I'm sorry Sebastian had no right to do that." She stopped like she was going to say more but changed her mind. She looked down and sighed. "Look at the mess i've made...." She let herself trail off. She didn't know what to say... What could she say. All she wanted now was a nice hot bath and classical music to wash away all the events of the day. But at the rate this was going that could be a while.

Then it all hit her, all the confusion made sense. It was only a couple weeks, if that. Sebastian and her well yes they were supposedly in love so yes they had sex and then he left her. And then that great day gone hopelessly wrong. Which explains Sebastians hostility. He thought the kids were his. And Tyler probably had no idea who Sebastian was.. which would only lead him to believe that Seb was her boyfriend. God this was all so screwed up. How had this gotten this far with out her knowing. She had to sit down. She leaned her back up against the stall door and slide all the way dow to the ground. He knees up and face in her hands. This was horrible... But at the same time she was wondering if it was possible for the baby to be Sebastians. It was right it was Tylers... Maybe she should go to the docotrs... it was about time for her next appointment anyway right?

She took a deep breath. Pull it together Keke you need to pull yourself together, She kept telling herself. She looked up to Tyler. God this was so wrong on so many different levels. Her head turned down they aisle where Sebastian had rushed Chey out. She missed that love. That passion.. But she never really had it. Sebastion never loved her the way he apparently loved this girl. She looked above the office door at the clock. There went the day. Hours seemed to fly by when your whole world comes crashing down and what you used to know no longer exists. She crossed her arms over her knees and stared straight ahead. "I'm sorry" She wasn't sure exactly what for.. But she knew this was all her fault.

And on top of all that she still had to tell them both she was having twins... That was just great. More on her shoulders. There was no way this was going to be easy. Infact she was pretty sure in the end she would be alone.. Though she trusted Tyler to be true to his word... But Sebastian he betrayed her trust. It was going to take a bit of an effort to gain it back. How was this going to work. She was pregnant.. and now had no idea who the father was. And She was going to have to raise twins.. Deep down she was hoping Tyler was the dad. Because she knew if Sebastian was the father she would be raising them on her own. Because he was getting married and she wasn't going to make him be a father when he was just getting used to being a husband.. call her nice. And if Tyler was the dad.. He already promised he would stay with her... Would he change his mind at the thought of twins... She hoped not. That was it when Seb and chey came back she was going to explain everything to them.

[Charlie Parker]

Tyler looked up at the sound of a voice that he had heard only once before. He knew it to be the manager's. Damn...just what he was not hoping for. Hell he was dripping with blood, he'd just been punched by some guy he didn't know, he was standing by a pregnant girl, and his horse had just finished trying to destroy the barn...great, just great. His stay here was already hanging by a thread considering that this was a pretty high end stable and he was a criminal who was really only here because the government was paying for it and he had to be. He was pretty sure none of this was helping his reputation any. If they decided to make him leave he wouldn't be surprised, it if was him, he'd kick himself out.

Actually, he sort of was ok. Yeah he was in some intense pain and bleeding all over, but he was still alive...unfortunately...so he must be ok. But good lord, she needed to stop apologizing. None of it was her fault, he was pretty sure that he deserved all of it. The way Alessandra reacted to Sebastian's violence gave him the impression that he wasn't her boyfriend...and then the way he ushered the manager out...oh great...that was a diamond ring on her finger wasn't it? This Sebastian guy had to be her fiance...perfect, now she was going to hate him to. I mean really, if your fiance punches a guy, you're liable to hate him for the same reason, whatever it may be.

Alessandra's soft hand against his face sent a shiver down his spin, and he sort of relaxed into her touch. It seemed just that momentary connection between them completely melted his defenses yet again, leaving him completely open to...to feeling something. What was wrong with him? He had just decided that she was just like everybody else, and now here he was opening himself up to her. It was like those little shards of hope that she had caused were magnetic, and she was the force that pulled them together. In an instant, inmate number 1326 vanished again, leaving only Tyler Haze to be dragged down by the heart.

She slumped down against Z's stall door, and Tyler was just waiting for the horse to explode, but it was strangely silent from within. It almost scared him to see Z not react to a stranger...then again, maybe it was because Z just reacted like Tyler. He hated strangers, so maybe the horse was just doing what Tyler would have liked to do. Now though, that he felt drawn to her against his will...Z was totally fine with her presence. He just stood there for a minute or two, totally unsure what to do. This was the first time in his life that he'd had to deal with this...this emotion thing. Before he'd never let it out...well, with the exception of when Jacob died...but now, he was totally helpless to stop it.

Finally he gave in to himself, stopped trying to fight it. Sebastian and the other girl were gone, so why not? There was no one else around to see. As she apologized, yet again, he stepped over to where she sat, and lowered himself down next to her again, putting one hand on hers, and the other around her shoulders. Don't say that. He said gently, meaning the apology, I deserved it. He meant it too. For full justice, he really needed to be killed, but every time somebody punched him or stabbed him, it was just a little measure of what he should have gotten.

[Cheyenne Kings}]

((OOC: bleck))

Cheyenne}

But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself?
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Chey knitted her brow as Sebastian quickly approached and rushed her out. ”Hey... can I talk to you? Now?” Chey nodded numbly, feeling a pit in her stomach. Something was wrong. She bit her lip, feeling his fingers intertwine with hers almost as if he was afraid she would run away. It felt too much like the first day he had come back, and it scared Chey. Before she knew it they were standing alone outside of the stable and he pushed her gently against the wall. Her hazel eyes were full of confusion and concern, staring into his and waiting for him to speak. ”Okay. You're probably wondering what the fuck is going on...” He began, and Chey gave him a hard look. Of course she was. ”And I'm gonna do my best to tell you the whole thing. Start to finish.” Chey nodded, listening closely as he began the explanation... but did she really want to know?

”But you have to hear me out...” She heard him say, and the sincere look in his eyes made her soften a bit and she nodded again, just wanting him to spit it out. The girl.... that's Alessandra... She was my -uhm- we uh.... Lived together. My uh... Girlfriend?” Chey winced slightly, but kept her mouth shut, waiting for him to continue. His soft hand traced her face, and made her wonder why he so scared. Then it slowly began to piece itself together, and Chey’s mouth almost dropped... ”As you can see, she's, well...” He stopped, and Chey stiffened noticeably, but decided to stay good on her promise to stay quiet and let him finish. ”And uhm... Well I'm pretty sure you know how she got that way.... Eight months ago.... when we were... together...” Chey felt her heart stop. All she could think was 'No, no, no. Not now, not after all this'.

She felt a million emotions run through her in that second and she struggled to keep her face composed. The first was disbelief. This couldn’t have happened. It was all just some sick joke right? But then a queer understanding. He needed someone just like she had. Someone to fill the void in his heart. But then she felt hurt. Yes, it hurt to imagine him with another woman... then came anger. Why the hell didn’t he tell her sooner? And all this flickered across her expression in a split second before she heard what he said next, barely able to make it out. ”I love you” Yeah, like that fixed things... she set her jaw hard for a second, but then she sighed, watching as he looked down. As much as she didn’t want them to, those three simple words made her soften. Did they fix things? No, but they helped to dull the anger that she felt. He looked genuinely scared. Then a thought came to her. Did he think that she would leave him over this?

"I'm sorry" She bit her lip, resisting the urge to reach out and take his face in her hands. She wanted to tell him that it would be alright; that she still loved him and always would. But something was holding her back. ”And you knew this? Why didn’t you tell me?” She finally asked, or more like snapped. It sounded harsher, colder, than she intended, but it was too late to change that. Instead she watched him intently, almost staring him down. ”I mean, I think that’s a pretty big thing to keep from me don't you think?” She stated coldly, the words sounding strained as they came from her throat. She hated being mad at him, but it kept her from showing her true emotion. Truly, she was terrified. Terrified by the fact that Sebastian might be the father of someone else’s baby. Terrified that he didn’t trust her enough to tell her sooner. Terrified that things would never be the same... These thoughts made her shiver, clenching her fists tight to keep herself from shaking. Her eyes stung, but she somehow managed to keep the tears in check. She was sick of crying; tears never fixed anything anyway. She needed to grow up and face the facts... no matter how hard they might be. They had to get through this and come out together.

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Well let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over;

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((update: changed it just a tiny tad ;]))